Saturday, September 25, 2010

When I could kill a mockingbird, it's name will be Kirstin

God, I feel so fricking horrible. Why? Man, I don't even think you need to know... in fact, you probably already do know. I've told most people individually. If I haven't told you, well, you're about to find out.
So, apparently some things have been going on in Journalism. And Matt and Cory have failed to tell me this until Friday. It's been going on for weeks. And I didn't know. These things are... Well, Tucker and Kirstin have been flirting. Alot. And nobody in that class (including Tucker and Kirstin) seemed to care except Matt and maybe Cory. So I've been in the dark about this since like the third week of school.
  1. How could Kirstin be so mean?
  2. Why wouldn't Tucker say anything about it?
  3. Or even stop it without telling me?
I mean, I just can't believe the two of them could do that, behind my back, every single fucking day. No, I'm not pissed off, if you want to know. I'm just... depressed. And worried. And... whatever word that goes along with the word unfortunate. I mean, I'm not unfortunate. I'm just... I don't know...
God, I just can't believe this. I can't express words for how I feel, actually. And I hate Kirstin for this. I HATE her. So fucking much. There aren't even words to describe my hate for her. And Kelsey tried telling me "Oh she acts like this to everyone, don't worry..."... Oh yeah, Kels? Well, maybe she should act like that to her own fucking boyfriend. Wouldn't that make sense? Yes, it would. Or a single guy. Just not my boyfriend.
By the way, anybody see her all over Tucker again (Or vice versa), I'd like it if you told me. So then I can push her off a cliff while throwing knives and pens (yes, BVB reference) at her from the top of it, while laughing, as she falls and falls and falls...
I'm losing my mind because of this, if you haven't noticed. Well, it's more like a new personality (other than Bobina, Laura, or Isidar- whom has been rather prominent lately) coming out.
Okay, so I've... tried taking my anger out. It... sort of worked. I really wish I had a punching bag in my room.

-Ashley Jo Vandever (I'm seriously dying in the inside out)

2 comments:

  1. she really does do that to everybody... it's nothing new.

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  2. I don't care if she does, she doesn't have to do it to my boyfriend

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