Blah. >_>

*siggghh* Cory is totally convinced that I cheated on him with Lyman, and I didn't. :/ I mean, I still wanna be Cory's friend, but after what he said to me Wednesday and what he thinks, I don't know if that's best. Oh well. This doesn't matter anyway, really. I just had to type it somewhere to get it out of my system (kinda.)

I'm not moving from Craig's lap boo, wait your turn, otherwise known as eternity.

I just realized that I hadn't posted in like forever and I'm in a pretty good mood with my chocolate and mtn dew. Oh I love you guys, and you should know I'm flailing at typing right now so sorry for typeos :D
Oh, dude wtf is happening at school. All I've hear about all day is crap about Amy and Cory and I'm like wtf?! What the bloody hell am I sposed to do about the fuding retarted shit?!?!!? I mean seriously, I love all of you guys, but I'm pretty sure you tell wether or not you truely "Love" somebodyy.
Oh we all win. Going to J.A.A.J.A.J.A.JA'S HOUSE fRIDAY HOPEFULLY, ALSO i HOPE WE GO TO BNS THAT NIGHT FOR LITTLE mAXY'S BIRTHDAY :D (I'm failing as you can tell about that caps jizz)
Bahahahahhaha I'm enjoying school alot lately. It's quite amusing and I'm starting to love my friends even more when they talk t0 me every day :D
Gata go!
love ya!!!!!!!!!

FAAAAAAIL.

Well, I have just realized how bad I fail at posting on TRIB. :P But stuff like this is hard to keep up with sometimes whenever you have a lot of other things going on. Anywayyy, All-State went well, I guess. Other than us having to wait in line to sing our solo for over an hour. Then I was about to slap Morgan because she was being her smart (or "logical," as she call it) self. And it really made me mad, but whatever. Uhm, 3 day week! Woot. Then, I get to go see my dad and my grandparents, so I'll be gone with no Internet for a few days. Lol.

Peace.

hello (or how I can give a real greating and candy

Hi guyyyss well, right now my tummy is screaming at me saying "WHY KELSEY WHYY!!!?" well, here's why tummy, cotton candy is my secret addiction that I never get. If you haven't guessed (i'm guessing you have guessed that you guessed this) I have (had) cotton candy. I love cotton candy. it's candy in cloud form, how could you not like it!? I'm flailing right now, you can't see it, but it's happening!!!!! no, seriously I'm just sitting here with a straight face thinking "WWHOAAA I HAVE NO LIFE!" I swear that's my thoughts. We're having soup tonight, my dad makes good soup. want to see my list of things?

KELSEY'S AWESOME LIST OF THINGS!

1. All-state is this weekend

2. Train rides are rad

3. pink is an annoying color sometimes

4. painting, it's what I do

5. lyrics!!!

7. being little means rainbow ponies (are they made of skittles?)

8. 1-800-zombie!!!!

9. the end of the list.



Heeee-hee, okay, that's like, it. BYEEE EVERYONE!!! ow, i sneezed. :D

And as you stroke your landing strip goatee, remember me :D

Helllllloooooooooooooo!
Uhm well, Hi.
To start off, today was totally weird. I almost siffed up a sillyband, got to stroke Gerard the Trumpet, got hugged by tons of people (but not one specific person by which you all know, but I will not specifiy names ) but it was still awesome. Then came the very odd part of my day, and when I say odd, I mean the MENATLY INSAINE part of my day. Oh, and yeah, I leterally mean mentaly insaine.
Wondering why the hell my day was meantaly insaine? Well, we're dancing at a mental institute (away from all the crazies though) and I was early and being myself who cant give or take directions worth a crap , I got lost in one of the sycho wards. How the hell I got there, I duno, but it was strange.
Mental hospitals, despite most belief are almost exactly like regular hospitals.. that is except for a few things,
1. You know the smell hospitals have, well mental institutes don't have that smell. The only way I can really describe the scent is of a funeral parlor. If you've ever been in a really old funeral home that uses flowery scents that make your mouth taste nasty and are almost intoxicating because of the nasty chemicals used to perserve the body and the airfresheners that didn't smell too good in the first place, well yeah it smells like that.
2. People scream and hit and all that jazz, constantly.
3. There are white rooms (and the few there are are UBBER scary), but most , like I said, are colored like normal hospitals.
4. For some odd reason they had a pregnant cat O.o
5.Needles.... every where. In like every room.
6. Security guards every where.
7. The few paitents that can walk around, rather than being scary and all O>o are actually sweet. I had one come up to me, tell me my shoes were pretty and that I looked really nice today. He could've only been but 16 (and, for a crazy kid, was pretty decent looking)
8.The faucets drip, I almost had a panic attack in the bathroom because I was alone, and the water faucets were dripping (I'll explain my fear of that another day if you remind me)
9. The staff looks crazier than the patients do.
10.Everything in the cafeteria is rounded off and plastic. All silverwear is plastic and security guards watch you eat.
11. There are cpr dummies (that are so life like it's scary) every where! Even in the dressing room!
12. I looked at a poster on how to tackle crazy people, it's quite entertaining in it's own demented way.
13. Crazy people may be crazy, but they have a few that are utterly amazing artists.
14. The worst sound in the world is to hear a little child scream in there.
15. Walking into that place gave me a reality check on how lucky I was to be able to do things normally.
On another side, I watched NeverShoutNever today and was all like woooot!
Uhm, right now that's alll I have to talk about :D
I love you guys!
Olivia Maiden Zeigler

As the Life Passes...

I have had a lot of love-sappy conversations with Cory lately, but guess what. I DON'TTTTT CAREEEEE! ^_^ He is my love. With all my heart. (Right now my dog sounds like a bunny thumping. His ear itches XD) But anyway... *sigh* I know this seems a little weird, but honestly, I think that if i were older, I would marry him. Yeah, I know you people don't care, but I think it's true. *shrug* Anyway, he knows I am moving, which EXTREMELY saddens me... I don't wanna leave him... How sappy is this? Hm, I expected it to be, but y'know, stuff happens.

I'm totally not liking having my wrist impaired. I know it's not my dominant hand, but I'm kinda ambidextrous...

bread, mind, and wet hair

Ah well let's see. This Saturday I'm going to Albany at like 2:45 or so to have a meeting about my trip to Japan in summer. Just so you know, we still don't know if I'm going. If I do... well, that will be awesome. If I don't... I'll be able to spend more time with you guys? Haha I dunno...

I feel bored with a slight chance of sadness. Lately I've been really sad. I don't even have a reason to (Well I do, but I'm sure you guys are bored of me talking about Tucker.)

I have wet hair right now. And it smells ah-mazzzzzzzzzzzzzzing! And... I HAD bread. Except I eated it. That was incorrect grammurrrr on purpose.

PLATYPUS.

I have nothing else to talk about. So I'll spam you with things on my mind.

TUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR is so sexy, ceiling fans are amazing inventions, why is Zack so annoying, bread!, Zack has the most pointless opinions, I sort of hate Zack, WHAT THE SHIT, dude I'm bored, I'm boring too, I wish I could give Tucker an awesome hug like I give Cassidy, why do I only give Cassidy good hugs?, soap is not soap it's sperm, I feel retarded for not getting that joke, fuck you is like saying you wanna get laid, i love you, OMG CORN, i fucking love you, i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate vegetable soup, sexy lover, I forget my point in writing this shit, I have way too many cuss words in this.

The End.

-Ashley Jo Vandever

,

Well my dears, my happy has been bursted and right now, I just duno....
Okay, choir concert was tonight, you know, it was okay. Not our best yet, then again the songs weren't that amazing either, but I got out of the concert and was talking to friends after being left/ignored by others, and as I got in my car after telling every body they did really well and listening to Alyssa rant about how... well, I wasn't paying attention really so I don't really know, I realized no one, not even my parents told me I did a good job.
So now I'm just blah, and don't even really want to smile, at all. So I guess I won't. I really want to go live with Andy Six's mom, maybe then after my choir concert she'd tell me how great of a job I did up there and how I looked so nice in the uniform.

Followerrs!! (or how that looks like flowers and black veil brides' happy secretions if that's how you spell that.)

Okay, so, I have no idea what I'm even blogging about? so you know...yeah!!!!!!! I kind of want to jump off something! YEAH! okay, but seriously, we need more followers people!! as the loyal little minnions that you should be, you need to advertize us. PWEEAAZ. we have cookies for all the people that get us new minnions :3, twitter, facebook, youtube, other blogs, WHATEVER!!!



...on another note we have a choir concert in less than 20 mins!!!! yay!!!!! wich means I have to type fast and all that stuff, I'm listening to BVB so I don't like...implode with happy or whatever it is. yeah, I love you! I have to go now, bye. heeehheee :D

Well hello there dearest sexy.

Hi! How are you guys today? As you can tell I'm back to writing in semi formal paragraphs (for now atleast). Had a good day at school other than the fact that my bra is HUGE and has been falling off of my body alllllllllllllllllllllll daay now xD
But it's cool, because it gave me a reason to be aalll woooooot! today and pull my shirt up at random moments.
This month has been great (other than the fact I've been ignored by Hayden, except for that one time we failed at hugging because Rosie told me to xD ) but it'll be okay. Kels said I should just go up to him one morning before band and be like "Dude, let's go make out" xD I'd enjoy that :D
School's okay and we have a choir concert tonight woot for usssss!!!
Love you guys!!!
Olivia Maiden Zeigler

Ah, one monthness :D Cory has been mine for one month, and I plan to make it many more. He is everything to me, and I think I'd be so sad without him. This is what he is to me:

-Amazing

-Loving

-Smart

-Handsome

-Cute

-Good kisser (bahaha)

-My love

-Mine

There are many more things that apply to him, and there is now way I'd be able to say them all because the words don't even exist.

I love you, Cory Glow. Forever and always

How it's all that I've got and all I wana do is dance and be okay.

Hi!
I love you guys!
It's amazing!
Bahahahahaha.
Welll I tis be getting ready
for Matt's party.
Hopefully couples won't
be making out too much.
Oh Adam Lambert just came on
and I'm having to wait
on Alyssa to get done curling her hair
so I can curl mine.
Laadada impatience is the key of time.
Past time procrastinating!!
Now it's a trip, I'ma flip!
Lufffles you guyssss!
<3
Olivia Maiden Zeigler
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Well okay then

I'm bored.

And I haven't typed anything on here in like... two weeks?

Anyway. I might as well tell you the happenings of today, October 9, 2010.

• Today is John Lennon's birthday
• I got very pissed off at Chloe earlier because she said

"Libby said yesterday, "give peace a chance!" Yell I say, "we've been giving peace a chance ever since humans were developed. But we just need to give up cuz in a world of today, peace doesn't exist." "And that is the truth." "I don't really care. Like I said, we've been giving peace a chance but it doesn't exist anymore. There will always be war and hate and we can't change that no matter how hard we try." " Besides I don't even know who john who ever is..."

• I'm going to Matt's party this afternoon dressed up as a mime
• Rosie's coming over to spend the night for the 3rd Saturday in a row
• I find it amazing that my mum hasn't gotten annoyed at how many times Rosie has spent the night
• Tomorrow is 10.10.10. This day comes around once every 100 years. Isn't that amazing? 10.10.10 10:10:10, that's when I'll be wishing for something awesome.
• Then next year it will be 11.11.11 11:11:11 which will be when I wish the biggest wish ever. I already know what I'll wish. Don't even ask what it is, you should know if you've been reading this blog.
• The next year would 12.12.12 but by that time we would probably be dead. Lmao.
• Tucker's mother stole his phone... again. I suspect he will not have it back for another month, just like in August.
• I hope Tucker comes to the party. I'm worrying about that because you know, his mom's mad at him. So yeah. His mom is sort of pointless...
• Rosie said last night:

"You hate her!" and I said "I don't hate her. I love her for having him."

• Anyway, I have nothing else to type. So bai.

-Ashley Jo Vandever (feels like a freaking queen)

today (or how i should be asleep and monster)

Okay, what time is it? it's....10:04!!!! what does that mean? that means it's 4 minutes after my bed time. Yeah, I'm such a rule breaker for you guys. I'm not really going to type much, or my mother will come in here and yell at me for being awake and moving and breathing and all the general stuff you do when you aren't dead. You know, what can you do? I'm flailing and...omg...i didn't buy a snack for drama, what is my problem!? i'll find something! may the ninja zombie kitties not kill you. haha, I get to be a black sail boat, yes it is a race thing (i happen to be happily pale, not that there's anything wrong with black people, I love them too :3) uhm, I think I want to upload another random picture of the day, maybe it has bananas? OOOHHH TEN TEN I MADE MY WISH!! YEEAAH!! anybody make a wish at 10:10? wana share it or something? yeah, comment. my pictures aren't uploading! stupid things! you know, whatever. My mom just cane in and told me it's time to go to bed, MORE RULE BREAKING. She's probably in the den right now thinking "omg, if she doesn't go to bed i'm going to murder her MWHAHAHA!" no, okay, my mother is not thinking that. anyways GOOD NIGHT! loovee yoouu :D

Vampires aren't dead you slut you.

Okkkkkkay,
Well dear people, I like this week. I had drama and AllState practice today, I have Drama club tomorrow, and get to leave school early Thursday for dentist, then get to head to drama and then to a choir concert for my brother. Then on Friday no school and BNS that night!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOTTTT!!!!
I've been obsessing over Shane Dawson and Swiftkaratechop (dudes on youtube) they trip me out and make me remember that no matter how much people (friends included) my hurt you, that shit can still be funny and you can still smile.
Other than the act i just got a facfull of Andy's sexy face and Robert Ortiz's sexy jacket when I logged on and how I wish our tampoline wasn't broken so I could go be happy outside, I'm quite happy today.
Love,
OLIVIA MAIDEN BEIRSACKKKK BITCHHHHHHHHES!!!!

So, Yeah.

Here are a few things I have learned and/or found interesting or boring these past few days or so:

-The enV3 is the crappiest phone alive

-I am not sleeping well

-It feels weird not having my dad come home again

-I dislike Mrs. Kent greatly

-It sucks when Kern isn't there for Choir...

-My bro is almost 18 :0

-I want a BlackBerry for my next phone

-iPod touches are epic

-Internet Explorer fails at life

-I get bored waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too easily

-Life can suck

-In 6 days, it'll be one month for me and Cory ^_^

Trampoline (or how today has been spectacularly amazing and stuff WITH THE NEW PIC OF THE DAY! OMG)

So, I like today. Well, today out of school, because I just piss people off at school. I got home and then me and my dad road around town to walmart and then uptown randomly. I've been singing NeverShoutNever and wondering why people can't just be happy. Life, I guess doesn't work like that. (or maybe it is what you make it, some people just don't make it anything and expect happiness.) It's my Nana's birthday, so we're going out to eat random Mexican food and exchange cards and all that sappy stuff. I'm going to go practice guitar for open Mic now.

Daily dose of Six

Daily dose of Robert Ortiz's cheeta jacket (yeah, i remember that)

Boogie Dance

Shoobie-do-do-too.
Yes.
One
word
thingys.
How
intresting.
I
seem
to
be
emotionaly
unstable
all
the
time
now.
Friends
seem
fake
and
I
just
want
to
cry
sometimes,
but
I
don't,
because
crying
is
showing
yourself
vulnerable.
I
have
bothered
my
friends
for
way
long
about
my
dumb
ass
problems,
so
I
will
not
any
more.
Anyways
yeah
It
is
Me.
Wonder
why
I
am
writing
pointlesly
like
this
huh?
Well
I
had
a
sudden
urge
to
use
the
enter
key
alot.
So
here
I
am
hitting
enter,
alot.
Neh
is
all
I
have
to
say
right
now.
Neh.
Andy
Six.
Blah.
I
do
not
want
to
go
to
school
tomorrow.
I
do
not
want
to
see
the
guy
I
like
because
quite
sadly
we
have
not
talked
in
a
while.
Mananamanamana.
Tomorrow
Mrs.Kent
( the
devil
bitch
lady)
is
checking
reading
logs
for
900
pages
and
I
only
have
like
700
and
no
book
reports
done.
Bye.
Olivia
Maiden
Beirsack
PS:
I
know
where
Fluffy
is.

whatever (or how im over it and whatever)

Hi guys, well you haven't heard from the wonderful place called my brain lately (lucky people) Alot of crap has happend this week. I've been through quuiiitteee a few emotional highs! and now, a spectacular crash and burn. I'm really bored right now, I think I might actually go with my mother later to buy me some medz for this stupid bi-polar cold thing. That would be way more normal than usual. That's probably really weird for me to say, but every time I do something overly normal I'm like "wow, only every other person in the world has done this this week." Uhm, I'm not exactly ready for school Monday, seeing how I totally screwed up life last night. I'm going to go listen to NeverShoutNever and get over it now.
ps: WHERE'S FLUFFY?

Heyyyyy

Hi people. I've been using the HTML thing on this so much that it's started to put that as the default thing for when I type posts o_o
Yeahhhhh....well, random no activity on here this week. *shrugs*
Okay, so, I'm bored.....Sometimes I feel like you guys hardly know me (uhm cause you dont....Dont worry, you still know me way more than all the other freaks out in this world :D) so I guess I'll just list a few things (which will totally turn out to be a lot) about myself. Well, more towards "random things" than "about me"

• My name is actually Rosemary. (haha you should know all these first ones already :P)
• Birthday is January 15th
• I have a sister that is totally following my footsteps...except a lot more rebellious.
  
• I am a Capricorn (which is generally a person that has always been a lot more mature than their actual age, smart, stubborn, etc)
• I've been going out with Sean...for...8 months, 2 weeks, and 4 days...(at the time of this post)
• My best friend is Ashley Jo (who owns the soil we're typing on) and we've been best friends...pretty much since that one night when she came to Holly's birthday party and we got to talking...and she invited me to spend the night at their place.
  
• I tend to take all my feelings and keep them all to myself. As long as I seem happy. Y'know? I don't like to put everything out to other people
• I see myself as overly-clingy. Which is why I tend to wait for other people to talk first. Then again, people usually don't talk if I don't start it. So that makes me sad. D:
  
• I have mood swings....
• If you ask me to skip down the hallway with you, I will (I did yesterday with Hayden...but then he turned the other way and was all "OMGGGGG IM GOING TO GO DOWN THE SIDE HALLWAY TODAY FOR NO REASON WHATSOEVER" so I was all D:<)
• Awkward conversations are my favorite.
• When people don't reply to things for a while I freak out and think I did something wrong. Every time.
• Depressed friends freak me out. I want to just...help them...but I'm sick of trying. No one gives a crap what I have to say. "Oh, no, Rosie, things will never get better if I try to be happier! I'll just sit here and cry and do nothing and then things'll get better!" I'm thinking: "Uhhh...sure, good luck with that." I've been depressed before, people. Just...please, be happy for all that you have. Depression gets you nowhere.
  
• I adore typing walls of text like I'm betting this is. The thing is, people don't want to read walls of text. So basically, I get nowhere on here or wherever.
  
• I am a know-it-all/smart-ass. It's the way I've always been, I'm sorry if it offends you.
  
• I give a crap what other people think. I really do. Usually, when about to do something...first thing on my mind "What are other people going to think?" which is why I don't say half the things on my mind, do half the things I want to do, etc.
  
• I tend to change my mind about things constantly. One reason I've been called bipolar.
• I love music. (But doesn't everyone?) I play percussion in the school band (haha mallet percussion ftw) and I did play double bass on the side...but drama is interfering with that right now...so I might not be going back to bass. And lahdeedah whatever.
• I love all of you guys. Just know that.I mean, I may be a tard to you half the time. It's just, usually I'd rather think than talk (plus, when I talk out loud I automatically think "OMG WHAT IF OTHER PEOPLE HEAR WHAT WILL THEY THINK OH CRAPPP I MUST BE QUIET") and I'd rather talk to Sean than anyone else, I'd rather just stare at Sean than talk to anyone. I'm sorry, but that's just how I work :/
  
• Yes, I do stalk all of you.
• I love to argue. I will win. (Unless I'm arguing with, like, Cory, because we both argue the same way and it's annoying so one of us just gives up.)
  
• I tend to not look at things at the same perspective as everyone else. And I usually don't even notice it.
• I do make random noises when poked in the stomach and stuff. If you ever pay attention to me in band, you know this already.
• Dang it I cant think of anything else I should add although theres tons more and this is a punctuation fail
  

HAVE I TYPED TOO MUCH!?!?!?!? o_o idkkkkkkk
well. That was pointless.