VR (or how alyssa is here and doesn't want me to be blogging)

HELLO BEAUTIFUL FOLLOWERS! I BET YOU'RE WONDERING "hey! where the heck are all those randm idiots from the random idiot blog!?" well....we were putting on a play. that's where we were! I'm proud to say we all did amazingly!!!!! and MAYBE (i'm not making any promises) we'll all be back and blogging again in no time. Until that happens we all love you and hope you go check out some other cool blogs (ours is secretly the coolest)
ps. alyssa is eating a weird fruit cup thing.

ROBLOX (sorry A.J.)

wicked spaceships

Lacking of affection and some more is no more and how I wish I would be able to see what you see that you thought you saw in me.

Hello.
I completely forgot about this thing actually, and quite frankly it doesn't suprise me for I knew this wouldn't last long.
I've been at home all day, left to my own accord and forced to watch a documentary on the Gallapagoes (h/e you spell that) islands.
I kinds just wana leave here again, Moultrie that is. Moultrie you are the epidimy of my sickness! Your ugly people (or some that I love/loved) and ugly scenery sicken me and make me want to barf my heart out. You are the boil on the butt of humanity and no rock song can cure you putrid memories.
I have alot of pent up anger lately as you can tell, it seems to be a hobby of mine. I'm quite and I don't yell and then sooner or later I get sick and my hatred spills out.
I'm better and all of my friends seem to be doing something this weekend, hmmm lovely.
I'll watch Starwars, Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings while emailing with my German buddy. Hmm hot chocolate with marshmellows sound good too.
Hmmm, that's all my life holds for me other than dancing on Saturday.

Olivia
PS: people piss me off and cause me to cut my finger :(

songs (or how this is working and things)

okay, no one has posted here in a while (sorry, we're all busy) things are looking both good and bad at the same time. Good: i'm alive, i have a life, i have people i love, i have a band (i'm proud of my little Circle Affect okay!) so yeah. Bad: i've got a crap load of stuff to do, my head hurts alot, i can't get enough sleep, olivia is sick, i'm constantly confused about nothing.
all in all i'm okay. how are you guys? i love you!

Blah. >_>

*siggghh* Cory is totally convinced that I cheated on him with Lyman, and I didn't. :/ I mean, I still wanna be Cory's friend, but after what he said to me Wednesday and what he thinks, I don't know if that's best. Oh well. This doesn't matter anyway, really. I just had to type it somewhere to get it out of my system (kinda.)

I'm not moving from Craig's lap boo, wait your turn, otherwise known as eternity.

I just realized that I hadn't posted in like forever and I'm in a pretty good mood with my chocolate and mtn dew. Oh I love you guys, and you should know I'm flailing at typing right now so sorry for typeos :D
Oh, dude wtf is happening at school. All I've hear about all day is crap about Amy and Cory and I'm like wtf?! What the bloody hell am I sposed to do about the fuding retarted shit?!?!!? I mean seriously, I love all of you guys, but I'm pretty sure you tell wether or not you truely "Love" somebodyy.
Oh we all win. Going to J.A.A.J.A.J.A.JA'S HOUSE fRIDAY HOPEFULLY, ALSO i HOPE WE GO TO BNS THAT NIGHT FOR LITTLE mAXY'S BIRTHDAY :D (I'm failing as you can tell about that caps jizz)
Bahahahahhaha I'm enjoying school alot lately. It's quite amusing and I'm starting to love my friends even more when they talk t0 me every day :D
Gata go!
love ya!!!!!!!!!

FAAAAAAIL.

Well, I have just realized how bad I fail at posting on TRIB. :P But stuff like this is hard to keep up with sometimes whenever you have a lot of other things going on. Anywayyy, All-State went well, I guess. Other than us having to wait in line to sing our solo for over an hour. Then I was about to slap Morgan because she was being her smart (or "logical," as she call it) self. And it really made me mad, but whatever. Uhm, 3 day week! Woot. Then, I get to go see my dad and my grandparents, so I'll be gone with no Internet for a few days. Lol.

Peace.

hello (or how I can give a real greating and candy

Hi guyyyss well, right now my tummy is screaming at me saying "WHY KELSEY WHYY!!!?" well, here's why tummy, cotton candy is my secret addiction that I never get. If you haven't guessed (i'm guessing you have guessed that you guessed this) I have (had) cotton candy. I love cotton candy. it's candy in cloud form, how could you not like it!? I'm flailing right now, you can't see it, but it's happening!!!!! no, seriously I'm just sitting here with a straight face thinking "WWHOAAA I HAVE NO LIFE!" I swear that's my thoughts. We're having soup tonight, my dad makes good soup. want to see my list of things?

KELSEY'S AWESOME LIST OF THINGS!

1. All-state is this weekend

2. Train rides are rad

3. pink is an annoying color sometimes

4. painting, it's what I do

5. lyrics!!!

7. being little means rainbow ponies (are they made of skittles?)

8. 1-800-zombie!!!!

9. the end of the list.



Heeee-hee, okay, that's like, it. BYEEE EVERYONE!!! ow, i sneezed. :D

And as you stroke your landing strip goatee, remember me :D

Helllllloooooooooooooo!
Uhm well, Hi.
To start off, today was totally weird. I almost siffed up a sillyband, got to stroke Gerard the Trumpet, got hugged by tons of people (but not one specific person by which you all know, but I will not specifiy names ) but it was still awesome. Then came the very odd part of my day, and when I say odd, I mean the MENATLY INSAINE part of my day. Oh, and yeah, I leterally mean mentaly insaine.
Wondering why the hell my day was meantaly insaine? Well, we're dancing at a mental institute (away from all the crazies though) and I was early and being myself who cant give or take directions worth a crap , I got lost in one of the sycho wards. How the hell I got there, I duno, but it was strange.
Mental hospitals, despite most belief are almost exactly like regular hospitals.. that is except for a few things,
1. You know the smell hospitals have, well mental institutes don't have that smell. The only way I can really describe the scent is of a funeral parlor. If you've ever been in a really old funeral home that uses flowery scents that make your mouth taste nasty and are almost intoxicating because of the nasty chemicals used to perserve the body and the airfresheners that didn't smell too good in the first place, well yeah it smells like that.
2. People scream and hit and all that jazz, constantly.
3. There are white rooms (and the few there are are UBBER scary), but most , like I said, are colored like normal hospitals.
4. For some odd reason they had a pregnant cat O.o
5.Needles.... every where. In like every room.
6. Security guards every where.
7. The few paitents that can walk around, rather than being scary and all O>o are actually sweet. I had one come up to me, tell me my shoes were pretty and that I looked really nice today. He could've only been but 16 (and, for a crazy kid, was pretty decent looking)
8.The faucets drip, I almost had a panic attack in the bathroom because I was alone, and the water faucets were dripping (I'll explain my fear of that another day if you remind me)
9. The staff looks crazier than the patients do.
10.Everything in the cafeteria is rounded off and plastic. All silverwear is plastic and security guards watch you eat.
11. There are cpr dummies (that are so life like it's scary) every where! Even in the dressing room!
12. I looked at a poster on how to tackle crazy people, it's quite entertaining in it's own demented way.
13. Crazy people may be crazy, but they have a few that are utterly amazing artists.
14. The worst sound in the world is to hear a little child scream in there.
15. Walking into that place gave me a reality check on how lucky I was to be able to do things normally.
On another side, I watched NeverShoutNever today and was all like woooot!
Uhm, right now that's alll I have to talk about :D
I love you guys!
Olivia Maiden Zeigler

As the Life Passes...

I have had a lot of love-sappy conversations with Cory lately, but guess what. I DON'TTTTT CAREEEEE! ^_^ He is my love. With all my heart. (Right now my dog sounds like a bunny thumping. His ear itches XD) But anyway... *sigh* I know this seems a little weird, but honestly, I think that if i were older, I would marry him. Yeah, I know you people don't care, but I think it's true. *shrug* Anyway, he knows I am moving, which EXTREMELY saddens me... I don't wanna leave him... How sappy is this? Hm, I expected it to be, but y'know, stuff happens.

I'm totally not liking having my wrist impaired. I know it's not my dominant hand, but I'm kinda ambidextrous...

bread, mind, and wet hair

Ah well let's see. This Saturday I'm going to Albany at like 2:45 or so to have a meeting about my trip to Japan in summer. Just so you know, we still don't know if I'm going. If I do... well, that will be awesome. If I don't... I'll be able to spend more time with you guys? Haha I dunno...

I feel bored with a slight chance of sadness. Lately I've been really sad. I don't even have a reason to (Well I do, but I'm sure you guys are bored of me talking about Tucker.)

I have wet hair right now. And it smells ah-mazzzzzzzzzzzzzzing! And... I HAD bread. Except I eated it. That was incorrect grammurrrr on purpose.

PLATYPUS.

I have nothing else to talk about. So I'll spam you with things on my mind.

TUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR is so sexy, ceiling fans are amazing inventions, why is Zack so annoying, bread!, Zack has the most pointless opinions, I sort of hate Zack, WHAT THE SHIT, dude I'm bored, I'm boring too, I wish I could give Tucker an awesome hug like I give Cassidy, why do I only give Cassidy good hugs?, soap is not soap it's sperm, I feel retarded for not getting that joke, fuck you is like saying you wanna get laid, i love you, OMG CORN, i fucking love you, i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate vegetable soup, sexy lover, I forget my point in writing this shit, I have way too many cuss words in this.

The End.

-Ashley Jo Vandever

,

Well my dears, my happy has been bursted and right now, I just duno....
Okay, choir concert was tonight, you know, it was okay. Not our best yet, then again the songs weren't that amazing either, but I got out of the concert and was talking to friends after being left/ignored by others, and as I got in my car after telling every body they did really well and listening to Alyssa rant about how... well, I wasn't paying attention really so I don't really know, I realized no one, not even my parents told me I did a good job.
So now I'm just blah, and don't even really want to smile, at all. So I guess I won't. I really want to go live with Andy Six's mom, maybe then after my choir concert she'd tell me how great of a job I did up there and how I looked so nice in the uniform.

Followerrs!! (or how that looks like flowers and black veil brides' happy secretions if that's how you spell that.)

Okay, so, I have no idea what I'm even blogging about? so you know...yeah!!!!!!! I kind of want to jump off something! YEAH! okay, but seriously, we need more followers people!! as the loyal little minnions that you should be, you need to advertize us. PWEEAAZ. we have cookies for all the people that get us new minnions :3, twitter, facebook, youtube, other blogs, WHATEVER!!!



...on another note we have a choir concert in less than 20 mins!!!! yay!!!!! wich means I have to type fast and all that stuff, I'm listening to BVB so I don't like...implode with happy or whatever it is. yeah, I love you! I have to go now, bye. heeehheee :D

Well hello there dearest sexy.

Hi! How are you guys today? As you can tell I'm back to writing in semi formal paragraphs (for now atleast). Had a good day at school other than the fact that my bra is HUGE and has been falling off of my body alllllllllllllllllllllll daay now xD
But it's cool, because it gave me a reason to be aalll woooooot! today and pull my shirt up at random moments.
This month has been great (other than the fact I've been ignored by Hayden, except for that one time we failed at hugging because Rosie told me to xD ) but it'll be okay. Kels said I should just go up to him one morning before band and be like "Dude, let's go make out" xD I'd enjoy that :D
School's okay and we have a choir concert tonight woot for usssss!!!
Love you guys!!!
Olivia Maiden Zeigler

Ah, one monthness :D Cory has been mine for one month, and I plan to make it many more. He is everything to me, and I think I'd be so sad without him. This is what he is to me:

-Amazing

-Loving

-Smart

-Handsome

-Cute

-Good kisser (bahaha)

-My love

-Mine

There are many more things that apply to him, and there is now way I'd be able to say them all because the words don't even exist.

I love you, Cory Glow. Forever and always

How it's all that I've got and all I wana do is dance and be okay.

Hi!
I love you guys!
It's amazing!
Bahahahahaha.
Welll I tis be getting ready
for Matt's party.
Hopefully couples won't
be making out too much.
Oh Adam Lambert just came on
and I'm having to wait
on Alyssa to get done curling her hair
so I can curl mine.
Laadada impatience is the key of time.
Past time procrastinating!!
Now it's a trip, I'ma flip!
Lufffles you guyssss!
<3
Olivia Maiden Zeigler
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Well okay then

I'm bored.

And I haven't typed anything on here in like... two weeks?

Anyway. I might as well tell you the happenings of today, October 9, 2010.

• Today is John Lennon's birthday
• I got very pissed off at Chloe earlier because she said

"Libby said yesterday, "give peace a chance!" Yell I say, "we've been giving peace a chance ever since humans were developed. But we just need to give up cuz in a world of today, peace doesn't exist." "And that is the truth." "I don't really care. Like I said, we've been giving peace a chance but it doesn't exist anymore. There will always be war and hate and we can't change that no matter how hard we try." " Besides I don't even know who john who ever is..."

• I'm going to Matt's party this afternoon dressed up as a mime
• Rosie's coming over to spend the night for the 3rd Saturday in a row
• I find it amazing that my mum hasn't gotten annoyed at how many times Rosie has spent the night
• Tomorrow is 10.10.10. This day comes around once every 100 years. Isn't that amazing? 10.10.10 10:10:10, that's when I'll be wishing for something awesome.
• Then next year it will be 11.11.11 11:11:11 which will be when I wish the biggest wish ever. I already know what I'll wish. Don't even ask what it is, you should know if you've been reading this blog.
• The next year would 12.12.12 but by that time we would probably be dead. Lmao.
• Tucker's mother stole his phone... again. I suspect he will not have it back for another month, just like in August.
• I hope Tucker comes to the party. I'm worrying about that because you know, his mom's mad at him. So yeah. His mom is sort of pointless...
• Rosie said last night:

"You hate her!" and I said "I don't hate her. I love her for having him."

• Anyway, I have nothing else to type. So bai.

-Ashley Jo Vandever (feels like a freaking queen)

today (or how i should be asleep and monster)

Okay, what time is it? it's....10:04!!!! what does that mean? that means it's 4 minutes after my bed time. Yeah, I'm such a rule breaker for you guys. I'm not really going to type much, or my mother will come in here and yell at me for being awake and moving and breathing and all the general stuff you do when you aren't dead. You know, what can you do? I'm flailing and...omg...i didn't buy a snack for drama, what is my problem!? i'll find something! may the ninja zombie kitties not kill you. haha, I get to be a black sail boat, yes it is a race thing (i happen to be happily pale, not that there's anything wrong with black people, I love them too :3) uhm, I think I want to upload another random picture of the day, maybe it has bananas? OOOHHH TEN TEN I MADE MY WISH!! YEEAAH!! anybody make a wish at 10:10? wana share it or something? yeah, comment. my pictures aren't uploading! stupid things! you know, whatever. My mom just cane in and told me it's time to go to bed, MORE RULE BREAKING. She's probably in the den right now thinking "omg, if she doesn't go to bed i'm going to murder her MWHAHAHA!" no, okay, my mother is not thinking that. anyways GOOD NIGHT! loovee yoouu :D

Vampires aren't dead you slut you.

Okkkkkkay,
Well dear people, I like this week. I had drama and AllState practice today, I have Drama club tomorrow, and get to leave school early Thursday for dentist, then get to head to drama and then to a choir concert for my brother. Then on Friday no school and BNS that night!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOTTTT!!!!
I've been obsessing over Shane Dawson and Swiftkaratechop (dudes on youtube) they trip me out and make me remember that no matter how much people (friends included) my hurt you, that shit can still be funny and you can still smile.
Other than the act i just got a facfull of Andy's sexy face and Robert Ortiz's sexy jacket when I logged on and how I wish our tampoline wasn't broken so I could go be happy outside, I'm quite happy today.
Love,
OLIVIA MAIDEN BEIRSACKKKK BITCHHHHHHHHES!!!!

So, Yeah.

Here are a few things I have learned and/or found interesting or boring these past few days or so:

-The enV3 is the crappiest phone alive

-I am not sleeping well

-It feels weird not having my dad come home again

-I dislike Mrs. Kent greatly

-It sucks when Kern isn't there for Choir...

-My bro is almost 18 :0

-I want a BlackBerry for my next phone

-iPod touches are epic

-Internet Explorer fails at life

-I get bored waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too easily

-Life can suck

-In 6 days, it'll be one month for me and Cory ^_^

Trampoline (or how today has been spectacularly amazing and stuff WITH THE NEW PIC OF THE DAY! OMG)

So, I like today. Well, today out of school, because I just piss people off at school. I got home and then me and my dad road around town to walmart and then uptown randomly. I've been singing NeverShoutNever and wondering why people can't just be happy. Life, I guess doesn't work like that. (or maybe it is what you make it, some people just don't make it anything and expect happiness.) It's my Nana's birthday, so we're going out to eat random Mexican food and exchange cards and all that sappy stuff. I'm going to go practice guitar for open Mic now.

Daily dose of Six

Daily dose of Robert Ortiz's cheeta jacket (yeah, i remember that)

Boogie Dance

Shoobie-do-do-too.
Yes.
One
word
thingys.
How
intresting.
I
seem
to
be
emotionaly
unstable
all
the
time
now.
Friends
seem
fake
and
I
just
want
to
cry
sometimes,
but
I
don't,
because
crying
is
showing
yourself
vulnerable.
I
have
bothered
my
friends
for
way
long
about
my
dumb
ass
problems,
so
I
will
not
any
more.
Anyways
yeah
It
is
Me.
Wonder
why
I
am
writing
pointlesly
like
this
huh?
Well
I
had
a
sudden
urge
to
use
the
enter
key
alot.
So
here
I
am
hitting
enter,
alot.
Neh
is
all
I
have
to
say
right
now.
Neh.
Andy
Six.
Blah.
I
do
not
want
to
go
to
school
tomorrow.
I
do
not
want
to
see
the
guy
I
like
because
quite
sadly
we
have
not
talked
in
a
while.
Mananamanamana.
Tomorrow
Mrs.Kent
( the
devil
bitch
lady)
is
checking
reading
logs
for
900
pages
and
I
only
have
like
700
and
no
book
reports
done.
Bye.
Olivia
Maiden
Beirsack
PS:
I
know
where
Fluffy
is.

whatever (or how im over it and whatever)

Hi guys, well you haven't heard from the wonderful place called my brain lately (lucky people) Alot of crap has happend this week. I've been through quuiiitteee a few emotional highs! and now, a spectacular crash and burn. I'm really bored right now, I think I might actually go with my mother later to buy me some medz for this stupid bi-polar cold thing. That would be way more normal than usual. That's probably really weird for me to say, but every time I do something overly normal I'm like "wow, only every other person in the world has done this this week." Uhm, I'm not exactly ready for school Monday, seeing how I totally screwed up life last night. I'm going to go listen to NeverShoutNever and get over it now.
ps: WHERE'S FLUFFY?

Heyyyyy

Hi people. I've been using the HTML thing on this so much that it's started to put that as the default thing for when I type posts o_o
Yeahhhhh....well, random no activity on here this week. *shrugs*
Okay, so, I'm bored.....Sometimes I feel like you guys hardly know me (uhm cause you dont....Dont worry, you still know me way more than all the other freaks out in this world :D) so I guess I'll just list a few things (which will totally turn out to be a lot) about myself. Well, more towards "random things" than "about me"

• My name is actually Rosemary. (haha you should know all these first ones already :P)
• Birthday is January 15th
• I have a sister that is totally following my footsteps...except a lot more rebellious.
  
• I am a Capricorn (which is generally a person that has always been a lot more mature than their actual age, smart, stubborn, etc)
• I've been going out with Sean...for...8 months, 2 weeks, and 4 days...(at the time of this post)
• My best friend is Ashley Jo (who owns the soil we're typing on) and we've been best friends...pretty much since that one night when she came to Holly's birthday party and we got to talking...and she invited me to spend the night at their place.
  
• I tend to take all my feelings and keep them all to myself. As long as I seem happy. Y'know? I don't like to put everything out to other people
• I see myself as overly-clingy. Which is why I tend to wait for other people to talk first. Then again, people usually don't talk if I don't start it. So that makes me sad. D:
  
• I have mood swings....
• If you ask me to skip down the hallway with you, I will (I did yesterday with Hayden...but then he turned the other way and was all "OMGGGGG IM GOING TO GO DOWN THE SIDE HALLWAY TODAY FOR NO REASON WHATSOEVER" so I was all D:<)
• Awkward conversations are my favorite.
• When people don't reply to things for a while I freak out and think I did something wrong. Every time.
• Depressed friends freak me out. I want to just...help them...but I'm sick of trying. No one gives a crap what I have to say. "Oh, no, Rosie, things will never get better if I try to be happier! I'll just sit here and cry and do nothing and then things'll get better!" I'm thinking: "Uhhh...sure, good luck with that." I've been depressed before, people. Just...please, be happy for all that you have. Depression gets you nowhere.
  
• I adore typing walls of text like I'm betting this is. The thing is, people don't want to read walls of text. So basically, I get nowhere on here or wherever.
  
• I am a know-it-all/smart-ass. It's the way I've always been, I'm sorry if it offends you.
  
• I give a crap what other people think. I really do. Usually, when about to do something...first thing on my mind "What are other people going to think?" which is why I don't say half the things on my mind, do half the things I want to do, etc.
  
• I tend to change my mind about things constantly. One reason I've been called bipolar.
• I love music. (But doesn't everyone?) I play percussion in the school band (haha mallet percussion ftw) and I did play double bass on the side...but drama is interfering with that right now...so I might not be going back to bass. And lahdeedah whatever.
• I love all of you guys. Just know that.I mean, I may be a tard to you half the time. It's just, usually I'd rather think than talk (plus, when I talk out loud I automatically think "OMG WHAT IF OTHER PEOPLE HEAR WHAT WILL THEY THINK OH CRAPPP I MUST BE QUIET") and I'd rather talk to Sean than anyone else, I'd rather just stare at Sean than talk to anyone. I'm sorry, but that's just how I work :/
  
• Yes, I do stalk all of you.
• I love to argue. I will win. (Unless I'm arguing with, like, Cory, because we both argue the same way and it's annoying so one of us just gives up.)
  
• I tend to not look at things at the same perspective as everyone else. And I usually don't even notice it.
• I do make random noises when poked in the stomach and stuff. If you ever pay attention to me in band, you know this already.
• Dang it I cant think of anything else I should add although theres tons more and this is a punctuation fail
  

HAVE I TYPED TOO MUCH!?!?!?!? o_o idkkkkkkk
well. That was pointless.

So...

Dude. I think I'ma totally flunk All-State this year. This solo is quite strange compared to the last one I had, and just... yeah. Theory is gonna be easy, but dude... I'll just have to keep my practice up, blow them away, and kick butt! :D

nananananannanananannanananannananan

Hey!!!!

I have nothing to say really, I'm ubber bored right now, and I'm feeling not very enerjetic right now. Haha, he wouldn't think I was always hyper if he saw me right now. I'm not being my usual random self at home today, just being a normal teenager.

Okay soooo Friday, Beans and Strings or the Movies? Where's everybody going? I would like to know, because like the past fiiiiiiiveee million times people went to bns, I didn't know :/

My chem, goshhhhhh you can't help but love that band. Nanaananananan F*ck like a Kennedy!!!!! Eat plastic surgery!!!!

Hahahah Oh mannnn.... Uhhh Idk if I have any homework... Oh well. If I do, I'll do it in health as usual.

Love,

Olivia M. Beirsack

Hello.

Hello dearest,
I have some news for all of you guys, because of recent events, I am going to have surgery on my mouth. Now, I don't know when I'll be getting this done, hopefuly soon.
I found out I have extra bones underneath my gums, and that is what is preventing my lips from naturally falling togeather. I'll be getting the extra bones taken out, and hopefully for once in my life, I won't be that girl with the weird mouth.
For those of you that thought I had an over-bite like a horse, thankyou for your wonderfull extremly offensive comments, but no not an overbite just some extra freaking bones... I always knew I was special.
This may seem very durastic , but we've been in school for about 2 months now, and I haven't been able to go a day with out people asking about my mouth , or hearing stuff people did or are saying about my mouth. You may not mean it offensivly , but no matter what, it hurts... alot.
I'm hoping I can get this surgery done soon, and I am completely anf fully aware that I will have to endure the pain, but being somewhat emotionaly sound when it's fixed is completely worth it.
Love you,
Olivia Maiden Beirsack

yeah, (or how half my friends don't trip with me anymore and I still love them anyways)

Hey guys, well, this is what I accomplished today.
1. Got my ears pierced, going to gauge them in a little bit :)
2. Was an idiot with Max/Olivia/Rosie
3. Drank a chocolate dream from Starbucks and then had a weird conversation
4. Watched Ashley Purdy and his shirtless self play bass
5. Watched Andy Six make amusing faces while singing
6. Saw C.C. play for the first time
7. Watched Jake Pitts rock out
8. Killed Rosie with Gummy Bears (then said Sean saved her so she's okay)
9. Wrote a song with the line "Happier than a mongoose in a monsoon" in it with Olivia
10. Drank tea using my hitlarian straw from Olivia
11. Laughed at everyone else being mad at each other.
...uhm, that's it. how bout everyone gets along! yeah, i heart you!!!

My tinfoil hat!!!!

ROSIE IS a MIND READERRRRRRRRR!!! yesssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow

It seems my friends are all fighting and Rosie and I are being left on the side of it, her tounging Seans pudding, and me tounging Hayden's at the pudding cirus while spamming jizz.
I miss all of my friends eing nice to each other. I know we can all be bitches but wow, calm the hormones down my dolls.
That's all I have to say upon thatttt subject.
How have I been? Hmm this weekend hasn't been the best but talking to Rosie today made Sunday trippy. I love my friends, and hopefully you love me too :D
Ohhhh school tomorrow, no I'm not ready to go back and be taunted bout my teeth and/or mouth again or be reminded of what has been said, but I will face the new day with a smile and ignore all the pissy people.
Lalalala Yeahhh wooot! for me mannnn!
200th post!!!!!!
hehehe I win.
How are you guys? Almost as good as Never Shout Never, Black Veil Brides , Harry Potter and a warm blanket on a Sunday afternoon? Good. Because other than the lack of being texted back by the one I like, I am good. Very good.
Last night David Reid and I had this completely retarted conversation and it made my night like five times bettter.
Oh I also had my very retarted and jealous senarios crushed happily today which makes me feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel even bettttttttttttttter :D
Hehehe I'm feeling really good right now. I'm take a shower later and be even better! I love water! I wish we had a pool so I could go and be an idiot and get wet all the time (THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!!!!!!!!)
Hahahah I love you guys!!!!!!
Olivia Maiden Beirsack aka:Andy Six's secret lover!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This one year of my life has been slightly screwed up because...

1) My family has had to separate so my brother can finish high school
2) All this crap of not getting to see my dad most weeks
3) I finally broke down because of reason 2
4) 8th grade is rough on you
5) 2 of the 10 months left of me being in Moultrie have passed
6) I think I'm slowly losing consciousness to this screwed up world
7) There are just those people who don't have one clue about ANYTHING

And that's all I care to share now... So, yeah.
Bye...

I freaking love you idiots

Okay, so some people have no sympathy whatsoever when they say something... That's all I'm going to say because I don't want them to know who they are (except if they're smart, they already know who they are)...

Uhm, on another note, I settled the Tucker/Kirstin situation with Tucker...

Everybody's like "Oh, Kirstin does that to everyone, it's nothing new, blah blah blah.." Do you realize that I DON'T CARE? If she wants to do that to everybody, then so be it. But everybody=everyone except Tucker.

Sorry if I'm being overprotective or whatever, I can't help it. I just don't like other girls flirting with MY boyfriend. Let's say... if some girl like Taylor May or something walked up to Cory and sat in his lap and played with his hair and laid on top of him and etc., would you care, Amy? I'm sort of thinking you probably would. But you know, you're Amy, so who knows...

Anyway, I'm being mean, so I'm going to shut up. I just... wanted to get my point across. Because some of the things you people say to me completely ruin my day. I mean, I feel like completely retarded shit because of you people. So thank you very much. Thank you so much for never telling me even when most of you even knew about the whole Kirstin thing. Thanks so much. I totally love you all for being such reliable friends.

-Ashley Jo Vandever (The end of that last paragraph was sarcastic, if you didn't catch that...)

I thought it got better, but it only got worse.

First things first, last night sucked balls. It was completely and totaly worthless for me to have gone. Well, I was told about something two people said about my teeth and quite frankly I'm tired of this fucking shit (sorry for the french).
I want to move. I want to leave this town and go to a place where I'm considered pretty, some 'friends' aren't bitches to you and where we can all just get along and not have to worry about this shit that's called 8th grade.
I hate this town, I hate it's people, and honestly I don't blame Amy for moving, because given the chance I probably would.
You people are probbably all like, "Dude get over it, move on." but honestly I can't, I've tried with all I've got and do you see where its gotten me?
Okay, so I was feeling a little self confident about myself and how I look before school but once again the high has worn off and I'm being tortured with the agonizing whispers of other pissy and bitchy people.
I'm not in a good mood, and right now I really don't feel like going to homecoming, this too, is probably going to suck. But oh well, I'll make it through with fake smiles and sleepless nights like I always have.
Olivia M. Beirsack.

Na Na Na (or how art is a weapon and we are the fabulous killjoys)

Hey guys! yeah, I'm listening to Na Na Na by My Chemical Romance, and I'm rocking out. I've been all "WOOT!" since yesterday, cause I sort of decided that life isn't always all that great, but its how you take it that determines wether or not your happy, and I like being happy, so that's what I plan to do! I'm doing my hair for the dance right now, I'll upload pics of my epicful boots I'm wearing later, cause I just love them so much. I hope you guys are having an awesome day, I hope you run around and have an awesome life, I'll be here rockin' out! Tehe, in the words of the new my chem album, bye bye all you fabulous killjoys!

art is a weapon!!!!!!!!!

When I could kill a mockingbird, it's name will be Kirstin

God, I feel so fricking horrible. Why? Man, I don't even think you need to know... in fact, you probably already do know. I've told most people individually. If I haven't told you, well, you're about to find out.

So, apparently some things have been going on in Journalism. And Matt and Cory have failed to tell me this until Friday. It's been going on for weeks. And I didn't know. These things are... Well, Tucker and Kirstin have been flirting. Alot. And nobody in that class (including Tucker and Kirstin) seemed to care except Matt and maybe Cory. So I've been in the dark about this since like the third week of school.

1. How could Kirstin be so mean?
2. Why wouldn't Tucker say anything about it?
3. Or even stop it without telling me?

I mean, I just can't believe the two of them could do that, behind my back, every single fucking day. No, I'm not pissed off, if you want to know. I'm just... depressed. And worried. And... whatever word that goes along with the word unfortunate. I mean, I'm not unfortunate. I'm just... I don't know...

God, I just can't believe this. I can't express words for how I feel, actually. And I hate Kirstin for this. I HATE her. So fucking much. There aren't even words to describe my hate for her. And Kelsey tried telling me "Oh she acts like this to everyone, don't worry..."... Oh yeah, Kels? Well, maybe she should act like that to her own fucking boyfriend. Wouldn't that make sense? Yes, it would. Or a single guy. Just not my boyfriend.

By the way, anybody see her all over Tucker again (Or vice versa), I'd like it if you told me. So then I can push her off a cliff while throwing knives and pens (yes, BVB reference) at her from the top of it, while laughing, as she falls and falls and falls...

I'm losing my mind because of this, if you haven't noticed. Well, it's more like a new personality (other than Bobina, Laura, or Isidar- whom has been rather prominent lately) coming out.

Okay, so I've... tried taking my anger out. It... sort of worked. I really wish I had a punching bag in my room.

-Ashley Jo Vandever (I'm seriously dying in the inside out)

hate (or how I'm not in the best mood and haven't blogged in forever)

Hi kiddies! lets play a game called how much Kelsey hates her life. Well, dears, school sucks, home sucks, haven't picked up my guitar in a while, life just sucks. Yeah, if you guessed "she really hates her life" Then you win the game. Ha. I'm going to the homecoming thing tonight, maybe I'll have some kind of fun. I have a theory all guys hate me, whatever. And if your thinking "Oh my god get over it" well, if you can talk about your perfect life/relationship/family I can talk about my lack thereof. Any ways, I'm pretty much done talking now, I need some coffee.

Life.

As I have just realized in the past few hours, I haven't blogged in forever, so HI! Uh, life has been pretty good to me so far, thanks to Cory :D Anywho, I've been extremely bored and neglecting of homework and crap, but whatever for that. Even at the times of my life being great, it has also been crap. With never having to deal with my dad being gone most of the time, it's been hard. I finally had a mental breakdown of it Tuesday night (and after crying my eyes out) I watched Criminal Minds... Then crashed XD But yeah... my relationship is going AMAZINGGGLYYYY well, and I wouldn't trade him for any other guy in the world right now. <3>

I LOVE YOU CORY GLOW!

Yes. I'm alive.

Wow, everybody but me and A.J. dided in our blogging world. Nehhhhhh!!!!
Blahhhhhhhh.
Andy Sixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ANDY SEXY SIX!!!!!
ANDY LOVES YOU, BUT LOVES ME MORRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!!!
Yeah, I'm going on about Andy Six because no one is probably going to read this sooo nahhhhhh :D
Love,
Olivia M. Beirsack

Okay now let's see...

I'm in AA right now. Tucker and I were having an arguement about whether or not he ran into the pole in the hallway. He totally did. Haha.
I'm also listening to Can't Be Saved by Senses Fail right now on Youtube.
People around here look funny in hippie stuff.
Tucker looks as sexy as usual. Haha, you needed to know that... he looked reaaaally sexy yesterday in a tie and such. He really did.
I'm amazed nobody has been like 'WTF are you typing??' yet.
I... do not know anything to talk about right now.
I'm now listening to Family Tradition (you're an idiot if you don't know that it's by Senses Fail)
Speaking of Senses Fail, they are amazing. You should look 'em up.
Anyway, I don't know anything else to talk about, unless you want me to go into detail about Tucker's sexiness. Which I'm sure you probably don't want me to. Though I will if you ask. Hehe.

-Ashley Jo Vandever

Ah paranoia and that one Hitlarian straw.

Okay, paranoia has taken over my mind. I fail majorly I know, but I can't help but think he's mad or he lost interest 'cause my friends boobs are bigger than mine.... I fail. Majorlllllllly.
There's a straw who's name is Hitlarian. It will soon belong to Kelsey. Enjoy Hity, he served me well xD
I'm dyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
PARANOIA!!!!!
God, I am a sad example of a girl.
Love your paranoid little friend,
Olivia M. Beirsack.

Hatred

Okay let's see. Cory doesn't hate me, persay. But he strongly dislikes me. For HUGELY pointless reasons! The two main reasons he says is:

1. I always act like an ass to him
2. I never apologized to him for what I did to him, and I never seem to act like I regret what I did to him

Seriously, Cory? Are you really fucking serious? That's bullshit. Total bullshit. Because I HAVE apologized, so many times I can't count them all. And I DO regret it. I've told him that I regret, I've thought it, I've told everyone else, I should know what I regret. And I act like an ass to him because he acts like an ass to me.

And that's all I have to say. Oh, and I DON'T hate Cory, by the way.

-Ashley Jo (Vandever) Prestridge

Andy Six ,2 -3 times a week and innocence.

Hello my dear Bridesmaids and Ushers, Ushers and Bridesmaids, how are you guyyys? Me, I'm good. I'm like all woot! and laughing at last night.
I went over to A.J.'s house and it epicly won! Hahaha I can't tell you why, but let me tell you something, A.J. and I are officialy scarred for life xD
It was sooooooooooo flipping halarious. Sexual converstaions are the best xD.
We watched Airplane 1 and part of Airplane 2 (That Rosie apparently loves that movie) that movie was soooooooo flipping halarious I loved it. We texted Hayden all night and he failed epicly because I had been talking to him on A.J.'s phone after telling him it was me and then later he was like "Ashley Jo Pervert Vandever?" and I was like, "FAIL! No, it would be Olivia Pervert Zeigler." and then the night just got better.
I'm never going to be able to close my eyes any more. AJ and I stayed up until like 4 laughing our butts off. Then we had a really weird conversation about inches xD
Love you guys,
Olivia Maiden Beirsack

Random things...

HAI.
NOTE: THIS WILL BE A LOOOOOOONG POST
ohhh and if you dont wanna read the long thing, skip the bullet where it says the thing about my Capricorn-ness
I'm like *seriously* bored and Lyman randomly got offline so now I have no one to talk to...
So I'm going to list a bunch of random things.

• I want to see the movie Devil....Holly went with Kariann, Clay, and some guy and said it was freaky....and that Kariann was crying xD
• I had a pointless dream last night. I had a pointless dream last night...People were getting paid $5,000 to go to like Washington DC and Matthews all like "I dont wanna go...I dont care about the money" and im like "WTF ITS FIVE THOUSAND BUCKS" and then a bunch of random confusion and holy crap i just got an email *switches tab* Dangit it was pointless Buzz stuff anyway as i was saying I was all like 'where the heck is Sean at? I NEEEEEED HIM' and then Matthew disappeared and i was like...gah another email more pointless Buzz stuff. WHY MUST PEOPLE EMAIL ME NOW OH MY GOD anyway i was like gaaaahhh and then i somehow ran into Hayden, Matthew, and Justin coming out of the movies and Haydens all "HAHAHAH JUSTIN GOT SCARED" and Justin was like "I had to go to the other one..." and I was like "...lolwut" and yeah. Im still not sure wtf happened. And I just got another email..../facedesk
• Today I was randomly like duuuuude what if i was a guy...id totally yell "MY LITTLE TENGU IS RAISING HIS HEAD"....like Kyo in Black Bird...and then some random person that looks like Misao would come up and slap me and id be all DX so yeah.
• My mom washed Haydens jacket....now hes prolly gonna be all "wtf this smells girly" when i give it back to him...
• holy crap I got an email. More Buzz stuff. And Holly is singing Do Not Disturb...here have a video of it...This song amuses me.


• Oh noes i had to turn in my Charlie Bone book -_- I was like halfway through it .
• i am loling at Danisnotonfire and Amazingphil. Thank you Kelsey for showing them to me xD
• I have 4 pairs of black skinnies and two pairs of black shorts....Pointlessness.
• This fascinates me...http://astro.cafeastrology.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal Apparently I am a Capricorn and a Scorpio ascendant...and apparently that makes me *copy and pastes random things from the results* (TRUEST THINGS ARE IN PURPLE. 8D...even truer in BOLD)... have a realistic, grounded approach to life,know how to do things and to get things done, possesses a stronger need for recognition in a worldly sense, can see into the future and plan for it. They don't mind taking things slowly, but they absolutely aim to get to the top of the mountain in life, can sometimes be rather lonely people, although they rarely let it show, are often a little reserved--even standoffish. This is generally because they value all things practical, and they'll seldom wear their emotions on their sleeves, Many Capricorns have mastered the art of making people laugh. Their sense of humor can be of the deadpan variety--they're generally excellent at keeping a straight face. They can be bitingly sarcastic, too.... it also says that I want to learn anything I can possibly learn and then tell everyone what ive learned (which basically means im a know it all), I have no patience for people that don't follow the rules, I possess strong morals in life...and see the good in everything, I stick up for the underdog, value honesty and truth, believe in the equality of people, and easily relate to people from all walks of life,are rarely shocked or taken aback by human behavior, there is an unmistakably dreamy, inspired, and sensitive side to them...., marked appreciation for music and the arts is present, "You are sensitive to those who are suffering, although you are not usually taken advantage of.", "You have a fertile imagination, are full of inspiration, and very emotional" fertile imagination. wtf?, "...possess inner passion and fire. Emotional issues take precedence--there is simply no pussy-footing around when it comes to dealing with the feelings. And, dealing with new sentiments and needs stirs up a huge desire for activity", "have an unmistakable independent streak. They put themselves right out there in the world, and make an impression in whatever they do. Their self-confidence is actually variable. Although a strong personality is projected, they people go through plenty of ups and downs. Their moodiness is not like Cancer or Pisces moodiness--they don't withdraw into themselves or escape the world when they're down. Instead, they are temperamental. Some might say that people with Moon in Aries actually enjoy trouble and confrontations. Indeed, this position is easily bored with environments that are too peaceful. Their homes--especially their childhood homes--are often battlegrounds. They rule the roost, or at least want to, and are not the most peaceful of folk to live with!"," "Needs" and "wants" are indistinguishable to them at any given time. In their minds, what they want is so powerful that it becomes an absolute need.", "Others will appreciate that people with Moon in Aries rarely sulk or play any drawn-out games of manipulation. You can pretty much know what they want at any given time. They are generally ruled by their own emotional needs, and they're not always as concerned about others' needs during these "emergencies". Somehow, they have people around them scrambling to help them solve their problems, "Her mind compartmentalizes impressions, and she appreciates structure and order. The mind learns best when it can see practical uses for information. Resourceful, reflective, deep thinker: a fine and vivacious mind. Undertakes lengthy studies or, if circumstances do not allow, will teach herself. A rational person. Can be pessimistic, skeptical, and sarcastic, possessing a very sharp sense of humor. Notices everything.", You have a very practical mind and intelligence, seeing the obvious, most logical answer to any predicament often before others. You don't like to be put on the spot or pushed into talking or coming to a conclusion. Studies are similar--you need to work at your own steady pace. You can be quite one-track minded at times, not very happy with multi-tasking, and often quite fixed in your opinions. Sensual stimuli is more relevant to you than abstract concepts., Her intellectual pleasures are influenced by her feelings. She is amorous and sensual, She is reserved, conservative, ambitious and stubborn. She might have problems expressing herself, particularly verbally, due to shyness or fear of criticism. Social success may be slow and laborious, but she does not give up easily and is patient, Whatever you say and write is self-censored to some degree. It's hard for you to pour out your emotions, no matter how emotional or needy you feel on the inside. This is because you are always aware of what others might think of you with what you say. You are careful with what you reveal to others. You make plenty of disclaimers, and often come across as negative or sarcastic without intending to. You often review conversations you have had with others, and you often kick yourself for saying something you didn't intend to, or for not saying something witty. There can be some feelings of insecurity about how you speak and communicate in general. Self-consciousness and hypersensitivity is experienced with regards to your intelligence and/or ability to get ideas across to others, especially in youth. You need plenty of positive feedback from others in order to feel more confident and less "blocked". Recognize that you are most likely harder on yourself about how you communicate than others are. Ask people close to you for an objective point of view. Chances are, they find you to be astute, intelligent, and an effective speaker or writer. We often tell our kids "don't worry about what others think", but telling this to a person with a hard Saturn aspects is not enough, nor is it realistic. They will worry. You rarely accept compliments whole-heartedly, yet you crave them and need them. Others around you tend to stop complimenting you, feeling that you either don't need compliments or don't want to hear them. Nothing can be further than the truth!, . A partner who makes you feel safe and secure is ideal for you. Once committed, your love is long lasting and sincere. You have strong values and others will find it hard to sway you in this area. Sensual, the world of touch and smell is most appealing to you. Complex or mysterious partners are not as intriguing to you as simple and genuine ones, Whether it's an infatuation or a full-blown love affair, relationships get you out of bed in the morning. You are passionate and seem to need an active romantic and sexual life to drive you., Decisiveness is not their strong point, but they do, eventually, get things done. Many people with this position procrastinate, generally because they feel the need to weigh all of the alternatives before taking action.
• HOLY FRICKIN CRAP I JUST REALIZED HOW LONG THAT WAS.*makes non purple stuff in small font* okay. Just read the purple stuff cause then you wont have to read near as much o_o And that page was nowhere near finished telling me about myself xD
• gaaahhhhahshdfhdsa. dude, i am so bored. HOLLY IS PLAYING LYING IS THE MOST FUN A GIRL CAN HAVE WITHOUT TAKING HER CLOTHES OFF hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaa let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
  
• Duuuuuuude and now Holly's making me a Toaster Strudel. Cinnamon Roll flavored 8D
• i seriously need to cuddle someone. a specific someone. -.-
• OH MY GODDDDDDDD THIS IS SO RETARDED
• *contemplates backspacing all the Capricorn stuff cause its retarded* ....*backspaces half of it*
  
• Well Ive written more than enough so GOOOOOODBYYYYYEEEEE
• oh and
  

  http://dudeomgthisismyblog.blogspot.com/

• ^^^^^^^^^^^^^its holly's
  
• night people.
  

Whatever the heck just happend to me. (or how listening to nevershoutnever makes me the happiest person in the world and CANDY!)

Hi, well, I haven't much to say dear people. WHO WANTS TO COME DANCE WITH ME? I'm kind of in the mood to run around. It's the nevershoutnever I tell you. Anyways, yeah, if you'd like to do something you should tell me. Cause I'm super bored.

Life, Andy Sixx and Craig Mabbit's new highlights that makes him look like a sexy girl.

Hi.
Today was my first day of pointe class and quite frankly , I am worn out and smack dabb tired.
Today was okay, but I have this strange urge to sing "Take this banana pleaseeeee!" still and paint Craig Mabbit's toenails. What kind of mood am I in? I'm thinking delusional.
Msn, the word reminds me of a std, one that would be passed by having anal sex.
27, the number reminds me of a Fall Out Boy song, and my heart is saddened at the end of our beloved band.
Teens unite! Or well, like five of us smoking crack and weed in the basement, just kidding, or am I? The world will never know.
Me and Kels have two laungaes and are meeting up in Max Green's and Andy Six's pants to tlk about the laungages. We're sewing their pants togeather. How would I fit into Andy's like size 0 pants? Oh well, I'll manage, we might just have to knock the pants and go what the hay, it's not like any obssesed fans are going to see us :D
BEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK, hear me rawr!!!! Wait, so Andy Six's gona hear me "rawr" , works for me ;D
I love"The internet killed the video star" It is completely true and amazing, not to mention completely trppy.
Well, I'm dead beatttttt and I need soooome sleeeeep! So night babes!
Love you!
Olivia M. Beirsack

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Well hello I have a one word in the entire play :D or maybe it is D: either way its cool.
AND ON FIRE OF DOOM
Agility+10
I like the new Ipod touch soft ware wich is 4.1 you can put up to 9 apps in a box together WOOT:D
I is happeh
Hueco Mundo is where i live
It's a pillow ,it's a pet ,it's a pillow pet.

cam (or how there are somethings and i haven't said anything in forever)

OKAY I didn't die, or whatever. I just didn't have anything to say. I haven't actually had anything worth saying in a while, didn't figure I'd spam you guys with crap I can't remeber saying the next day, cause it seems that's how this is headed. I have a new pet peeve. Or whatever I really hate calling it that, so let's just say I have a "KELSEY'S LIST OF THINGS THAT PISS HER OFF." Really, it's just a list of things that piss me off. Friends that down others. that makes me sooo mad, cause if ANNYONE messes with one of my friends (yes even another friend) I see it as a threat, so yeah, if I ever get mad at you and you're wondering "what the hell is her problem?" well, who have you hurt lately? Aparently, in a mad roll of whatever problem you were having you felt the need to take it out on one of your other friends. You, obviously, know there will be negative karma comming back with that. HA! slap a name tag on me and call me karma :). anyways, on a lighter note I skiped half school today, and found out I got the part in the play I wanted, congrats to all who got a part, and those that did not, everyone who tried out is a winner, don't think you aren't.
weeeelll, that's it. heart you guys. <3

Haha you're dead...

Okay the only reason why this post is named that, is because I'm listening to it.

Now, on to actual topics. Tucker... kissed me today. Yayyyy~ But I didn't say absolutely (long story, might type it out), haha. I... might say it tomorrow. Maybe...

Ah let's see... this week has overall been good. Except for slight annoyances. Those being:

• Me not getting the B Block part that I badly wanted
• Me getting the technician job of House Manager
• Olivia getting sad
• And... I can't think of anything else...

Anyway, I have to go to bed now, so I'm going to fail at typing a good post... and yeaaahh...

-Ashley Jo Vandever

Blackveilbridanin

I'm sitting in my room, looking in the mirror, for the first time in a while. My friends brought me to have a very low-self confidense scale thing today, and frankly I'm quite dissapointed in them. I am a girl, that means as stone cold as I may seem, I do have feelings and they can be hurt.
Betrayal. That's how I feel. I know it's just eyebrows, but seriously, it hurts. Alot.
My dear friends, let me put this in to perspective for you.
1) I do not ABSOULETLY do not talk about you behind your back, and I expect the likewise from you.
2) Joking is okay, but enough is enough, don't joke when you know how you would feel if I did it to you.
3) I may be a smart-tail, sarcastic ,and put off a Idon'tcarewhatyousayaboutme type of mood kind of girl at school, but I do care about what my FRIENDS think of me, more than most of anything else.
4) I have a heart and a soul, just like I have two eyes and two ears (and all other things I need to survive).
5) I have major selfestem issues, they've gotten better, but I'm still very insecure no matter how loud and outgoing I am.
6)No matter what you say, it matters to me. Every 'whatever' and 'get over your self ' I get from you people, I take hard.
7) I get quiet, and just because I get quiet doesn't mean I'm mad.
8) I am absouletly positively not stupid. I am smarter than some, but duller than others. Like you, and everyone else I fail a few tests and may not get an answer right, but I am not stupid, or anything close to it.
9) on the last subject, you can joke about people being retartd and not mean it and they know you don't mean it, but each and every one of us put that one time you said 'God, insertnamehere, you're such a retard.' in the back of our mind and remember it even though we don't mean to.
10) I AM human, I do make mistakes, but I hope you forgive me for what stupid things I have done, just as quickly as I forgive you. We all mess up.
11) I am going to be there for you, at all times. Call me, text me, anything, I will be there. I will always be a shoulder to cry on and a relationship advice giver, but after so long, I will be a little bit toughe because self0ssorrow might as well as be a deadly sin. I want you to be ther for me, like I am there for you.
12) This is not a diva fit, meerly what I think you should know.
13)You people, have the chance of killing me, your opinion means more than anything to me. I would change how that is for me, but I can't.
14) I love you guys more than anything, somedays I just need some love back.
Now that I'm done with that, I'd like to say I feel alot better now that you know these things, but I don't. Why? Because I know you'll read this post and be like 'she's just on her period' or 'she's just pissed off' or 'I don't even really care' and such. I had to put it out there, and I'm sorry I bored you with my seriousness and not my usual bubly posts.
Love,
Olivia Maiden Beirsack <666

I hate the weak and useless

OK journalism is one of my favorite classes and now Matt, Tucker, Kirstin,And I am being ridiculed for the idiocy of others. The first derailment was the old lady sub thinking nobody was watching the movie and leaving a note saying such. Another unfortunate occurance is Mr. Turner came back to 3 broken pairs of head phones, a broken book shelf (bought with his cash), and a broken pencil sharpener. Again I hate the weak and the useless.

On a lighter note I like Maximum Ride.

Haha Im an idiot.

Anyway, haii world!
DUDE.
Okay, uhm well we got our pictures taken today! 8D I prolly look like a tard with my fliffy hair and this somewhat lowcut shirt
Anyway, AJ got pissed at my inviting Sean. But that was when she didn't know it was Sean. Then I told her it was Sean and she was all "Oh" and yeah.
But I hope she realizes you can just go to the admin's list of members and then it shows all the emails. And if you can't tell who it is when it says "gnome the vampire" in the email address...then you're just retarded. I'm sorry about the confusion, I guess. And if you give me admin powers on anything, I will abuse them in some way. Not meaning to, but I probably will. If I wasn't completely paranoid, I would've coded a new layout and everything by now. But nahhhh.
Anyway, drama. Idk what part I got. Jonothan was all "Oh I think you got the mother or something" and Amys all "I think you got C-block" so idk. Ima go look tomorrow morning.
And I am supposed to be typing an "important" email right now (im trying to) but uhm a bunch of people are trying to chat with me and Im typing this so whatever.
/waves Byeee

Sitting on a couch

I am sitting on a couch and logan is here too. Logan says "Te he ha ha!"
DOOM+DOOM=DOOM
Gir is cool.
Logan agrees that Gir is the bomb.
Look up "Day four.wmv" just like that and go to his page and watch the loz videos IN ORDER its strange and creepy.
I am typing in colors .
LOGAN: i like pie and girls they are my fav. things (except music).
ok well im bored so I shall go now.

IMPORTANT.

I swear, if more people keep becoming an author of MY blog, I am going to go INSANE. I would definitely allow anyone to be an author on MY blog, if I gave them permission first. So whoever keeps sending people email invites needs to fricking stop it or I swear I will:

1. Delete the new people (IE: the Ulquitta whatever person, and whoever else is sent an email without my permission)
2. Take away your admin powers

So hopefully the person (or persons) that have sent emails will speak up and admit their... sin. I consider this a sin. Yes. And I won't be mad at you (much) if you admit. In fact, I'll be much less mad if you admit than if I found out.

Also, I need to know who these people are. You can't, I repeat CANNOT, keep your actual name a secret. It's not fair whatsoever, and... I just would rather know who the fu-frick you fricking are. As you might have noticed, I'm rather pissed because of this.

And I'll repeat, it was originally ONLY my blog, and I figured it would be nice to add maybe Rosie and Tucker to the author list. That would be a total of THREE authors. How many do I have now?

• Me
• Rosie
• Tucker
• Kelsey
• Olivia
• Amy
• Ulquitta dude

By the way, dude, I have to know your name veeeeery soon, otherwise your right to write is GONE.

Thank you dear people of TRIB for taking the time to read this important notice. I hope that by posting this I get TRIB to be a little better, and less full of stupid spammers that I don't know!!!

Ashley Jo Vandever

/wave

Hi people.
I am all OMG and also NEHHH today.
my yearly sinus thingys are kicking in and I totally felt horrible the whole day...
But then...drama today! Omg! Yeah, fun-ness.
Oh.
Did I mention (no rosie you didnt) its 8 months today?
8 MONTHS.
It seems longer...also seems shorter...
Amazing though.
Most amazing time Ive had in my whole life.
FFFF I GOT A FACEBOOK NOTIFICATION
Hayden apparently dropped his iPod in his water.
That's very smart of him.
Shiz Im about to get off teh computer
Good night world.
GAH I NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO TYPE ACTUAL POSTS ANYMORE D:

Communism, Sunglasses, and Philosiphy

You know Communism is really a great idea. Everyone works for everybody else everyone has a house, a job, a constant pay, and it sounds cool. The problem is that idiotic rulers take it over and ruin te perfect systym. If it worked would that not be great you would always have home and job so think about it.

Sunglasses: They are pwnsome and mysterious so think about it.

Is it there or is it not?

P.s.- leave a comment if you like the idea of Communism.

Enter Ulquiorra Cifer

Hello minions i am Ulquiorra Cifer. I will not be telling you my real name because that would be no fun at all. I will make another post in the near future but until then I leave you with this. - But what is truly possible? Is it simply the chains of what we belive is logical preventing us from doing the "impossible"?

Hey.

Dude. Okjay hmm.
That person y'all couldn't figure out who it was before was Holly..
But I deleted her.
So okay.
Yeahhh.
I'm bored.
So watch this:

Someone comment with something random.

Nanananananana Batman

Nananananananana Batman!!!

I'm wearing a Batman shirt. Yay. It's pink. Yayyyy.

Okay so apparently Amy is rather upset with me because of what I said. I believe she is, at least. Who knows. All I know is that I probably should have just kept my thoughts to myself. But... this is and always will be MY blog. So I have the right to speak my own opinion. Even though there are other authors, I am the one that originally came up with TRIB. So, there you go.

By the way, if you haven't noticed/realized, There you go is a quote I like from John Lennon in the A Hard Day's Night movie.

I let Tucker read those depressing journal entries that I wrote during the summer; they made him feel like the s word. I shouldn't have let him read them... I don't want him to feel like that... I mean, I love him. And he knows that. And those entries were... the past. They aren't how I feel now, the past is the past... And, yeah...

And I have nothing really else to talk about, I guess. Because now I feel depressed. And.. yeaaahh...

-Ashley Jo Vandever

Annoying People, Self-Confidence, and Hugs.

David Cook is now the biggest idiot alive. He called me fat in Spanish class, and I slapped the shiz out of his arm. >:D And now Cory's mad at him.... But anyway. Apparently, both Cory and I have self-confidence issues, which is nice (in it's own strange way) because we know what it's like. I got to hug him 3 times today. That made me happy ^__^ His hugs are ah-mazing.

Ily people :D Can't wait to go to call-backs tomorrow! Cya there!

Wow. I love you guys.

Hey guys, just to let you know, if you have yet to stalk my Facebook Myspace and or Twitter, I got my pointe shoes (aka: the shoes the girls in tu-tus use to dance on their very tippy toes). Quite frankly, I was quite offended by half of my friends not knowing what flipping pointe shoes were, and why I was so happy I got them (could it be the fact I've been dancing since I was two, making this 11 years I've been working to get those shoes!)
Well, on other subjects, Sandra has left Black Veil Brides and a new guy named Christian/C.C. has replaced her. We love Sandra still and you did amazing, I hope you find what you want, The Army still stands behind you. C.C. is going to be gret, I'm sure and we still love them both. Now, C.C. will just have to get used to the idiotic fan girls that only want to sex up them and the hardcore girls like Kels and I that love the music, more than the boys, but still agree 'yeah, Andy Six is hot'.
Congrats to Frank Iero for having two amazing twin girls!!!! We love you man, I hope they turn out as epic as you did!!!!!!
Woot! Speaking of My Chemical Romance, the new cd is spose to be coming out soon... then again they said that about almost half a year ago. I'm not rushing, just freaking excited.
Yup, still single, but I love it right now. I don't care. I think I'm watching my friend's friendships fall apart before my eyes. Why can't we all get along?
How would you guys feel if I became all NeverShoutNever-ish with a mix of BVB and ETF? hahaha that would be some weird sort of dressing xD
You know, I'm not really as stuck on the two guys as I used to be, I mean I wouldn't say no if they asked, but my stomach doesn't drop and I doon't blush nearly as bad when we make eye contact now.
Went to the mall for Kelsey's birthday. It was really awkward actually. I mean, I loved it, but it wasn't nearly as much fun as it could've been. We had fun though.
My room is clean and Harry Potter is calling my name, and I need to take a bath to soothe my muscles, but honestly oh well.
You are all so beautiful, you people are amazing as you are and I will always love you guys and girls.
Love,
Olivia M. Beirsack
TEENS JOINING HANDS WITH OTHER TEENS TO STOP SELF-MUTILATION!!!!

Texting, marriage, and rotini noodles

So lalala, I spent the whole day texting Tucker. Wow.

I just took a quiz on facebook called "What will happen to you in 2012?" and I got the result "You will be married in 2012" Wtf. Well, I believe I'll be sixteen by then, Tucker would either be fourteen or fifteen... well. How odd. I mean, it's not like we haven't discussed the idea of marriage, but we said like when we're twenty something. So... I'm going to not believe that quiz.

I cooked lunch today. We had rotini noodles and salad. Nothing special. Yet I'm slightly proud of myself that I would be able to do that. Hahah. But I guess it's because I'm just that tard headed. And you know, I should probably write in my journal, I have interesting things to write in there.

-Ashley Jo Vandever

I'm like seriously bored.

Hi. I have been neglecting posting. No surprise there.
Idk, I've been really happy lately. Yeahhh.
Last night was reaaaalllllyy boring though.
I like was watching That 70s Show and drinking Coke and eating a cheese stick and pepperoni. I ate the whole cheese stick (no surprise, I can eat like 5) and the whole pack of pepperoni.
So after That 70s Show was off, I got hyper (hyper for me is increased rambling and paranoia). So I called Sean...whose phone was off. Being all like BLAH, i looked through my directory and called Hayden. That was a pointless conversation. And then like after 10(?) minutes he had to go so I called Sean again and spent 30 minutes recording voice mails...On the 15th recording I finally just sent that one. Yeah. I'm pathetic xD
And yeah. I couldn't figure out who else I should call (because everyone in my directory is more of a texting person sooo Dx)
So I spent until 11 lip-syncing to my iPod. Which I used to do a lot when I was depressed like a long time ago. But yeah. I forgot how fun it was.
Then Married With Children came on and I was all YAY and watched TV.
The end.

well. kitty cats and sadness.

I am bored.

And sort of confused. Like, does Amy actually like Cory, or is she desperate? Because it seems sort of fishy to me that she would go from freaking out over Hayden, to liking Cory. It just seems suspicious to me.

So Kels and Rosie came over and spent the night last night. We were all like wooooo. And it was funny. I'll spare you details because I'm too lazy to remember. Except I remember that Kels is a very cuddly person. And she and Rosie were all cuddly, it looked lesbian. Haha.

I look like a kitty cat right now. Because Kels drew on my face.

I don't know what else to talk about. Except that I seriously wish I had gone to beans and strings last night. Because Tucker ACTUALLY went for once! And... I'm crying now. Because I know we could have kissed. But because I just had to have Rosie and Kels over, I couldn't go.

-Ashley Jo Vandever

Songs, Plays, and Relationships.

Well, today after we left Mr. Dickson's room, Kelsey and I started singing "Scream For My Ice cream" and I think people looked at us like we were idiots XD

We also got a callback for next Tuesday for the play. They really liked our voices and wants us to audition more, which is a very special privilege, if you ask me.

As for relationships... I'm with Cory :D

So... there's life of now.

Velveteen Rabbit, copiers, and cheerleading

Wooooooo I hope I get the B block part in the Velveteen Rabbit play. I seriously want that part. I feel like it really fits me. More than it fits Daylen (who copied me, but I'm going to be nice and not say anything). So hm. I have the lines memorized. So yay.

B is for beggarly bear, who carefully curled his hair. He said "I would buy a re-spotted tie, but I haven't a penny to spare."

Oh yeah, I rocked that, uh huh uh huh. Haahaah. But yes, according to Kels, I am definitely getting the part. And apparently Tucker wishes he was there so he could see me be all hyper, happy, and cheerlead-y. Because he thinks I'd be an amazing cheerleader. /shrug, I dunno. Cheerleading's fun. It really is. I just... am not a prep. And don't want to be.

So let's see here. I feel all cheerlead-y. Like, I wanna go and recite old cheerleading routines, and do the little jump stuff and dances. Cause I'm bored. Wooooo.

-Ashley Jo Vandeverrrr

Breaking.

Well, Hayden doesn't like me... *uber sadness* Anyway, I'm kinda depressed right now, but I'll move on... eventually. Rejection is something I haven't felt before now, and it SUCKKKKSSS!

My heart is heavy, and I'm growing weak. (FF5 reference)

Anyway, hopefully things will turn for the better...

McSix here babes.

Hey guys,
This is going to be really short, becaus I have to type fore Kels :D
Congrats to A.J. for being epic and getting a letter, maybe I'll get one for Germany or Ireland or something. How amazing would that be? I would love it.
Todayy...
1. I was told I was going to be jumped by a black girl.
2. Got a complement from that one 9th grader on my hair (which was thrwn into a ponytail almost five minutes before I left for school)
3. Talked about B.J.'s and boobs in A.A. with Kylie then made fun of Indian noises.
4. Fell in love with Cat and Mouse by RJA
5. Wrote on the story, still have to type it, yippeee..
6. Fell madly in love with Ady Six, vise versa xD
7. I still love you guys.
love,
Olivia M. Beirsack

FRICKIN' JAPAN

Ohkay, so all day today I've been blah, but when I got home, the second most amazing part of my life happened.

Aside from kissing Tucker, Tucker telling me he loves me, and etc etc. I'd totally f- him. Haha you didn't read that!!!

A letter came in the mail.

This was a very official looking letter. So we opened it. It said (well I'm not going to type all of it. Just important parts.):

Dear Parents of Ashley Vandever,

Ashley is invited to travel and study in Japan in the summer of 2011. Join high school students from the Albany area who are eligible for People to People, an exceptional educational exploration program founded by President Dwight D. Eisenhower. All students must be invited annually, so we are pleased to offer Ashley this one-time-only opportunity to travel on a 2011 program.

IS THAT NOT AMAZING?!!?!

Not only that, but I get to:

1. Stay with a Japanese family
2. Help in community services
3. Stay in a traditional Japanese inn, called a ryokan
4. Explore Nagasaki, Kyoto, Tokyo, Kyushu, and Hirado.

Once again... IS THAT NOT AMAZING?!?!

-Ashley Jo Vandever (IS SO FRICKIN' HAPPY ABOUT FRICKIN' JAPAN!!!!!)

hi

i love you all

I'm staring at your name thinking, " You're so not woth it, but why am I still stuck on you?"

I am stilllllllll typing, and I know I'm taking forever and I'm sorry Kels, but I got sidetracked on trying to figure out who the heck this new guy on here is :/ it's a faiiiiillllllllll.
First impressions mean nothing!I'm having trouble making out what you are saying!
Oh Gahhhh, I have to do that essay tomrrow D: no funnnn. I still get to sleep in anyways, so whatevvvvvs.
I got my dress and realized about yesterday that I really want a camcorder for Christmas or my birthday or something.
How long do you think Andy Sixx's torso is? Hmmm, It's rather long and don't ask how I know.
Lbabaha I'd so let Jinx or Andy get me higggggggggh. I'd love it!
Hahahaha The Last Exorcism was crazy! Hahahaha, no cults fo meh!!!
BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!!!! ANNNNNNNNDY SIIIIIXXXXX!!!!!!
Love,
Olivia Beirsack
P.S.- I just realized that if I changed my last name to Beirsack, people would put the I before e.

yep. (or how there's nothing else to say and I'm not trying to think of anything)

SO, this is all...pretty okay, but you know, whatever. My Birthday is a week exactly from today and I'm not at all excited or happy. Could be because my sisters graduation from nursing school is on the 15th and my birthday is on the 12th, aparently whatever she's doing is more important. I'm only happy about my new camra, thank god for that! I've been missing some kind of artistic outlet other than music. All my paints, crayons, color penicls, etc. are gone and I used my last canvas the other day. I got my homecomming dress. I'm only sort of dreading going. I mean for real? I know I'm going with my friends but I really don't want to be with all those lovey "oh my jesus" couples. (no offense to any of you). I'm so happy for all of you, but I don't need to see, nor care, about your love. anyways, off to get glitzed for the possible movie going later, haha scaring eachothers asses off I can't beilvie we're bout to go see a scary movie again. oh well.
RIP! you all, that's my new love. it's like an "I love you to death" sort of thing.

hi

hey dude

/wave

Hi people. I activated an email subscription :P
Anywayyyy. I love these social interview like things on Facebook xD
I think I will sit here and post the next 10 on this game thing and answer them truthfully!

1. If you could, would you kiss Sean Passmore? Uhm yeah duuuuuh
2. Would Cayla Lynn Rogers get mad at you if you called at 4am just to talk? I guess?
3. Do you think Lora Grace Bruce fights fair? ...Who the heck is that? o.O
4. Do you think Elle Edwards fights fair? Sure.
5. Would you let Debbi Bontrager drive your car? No
6. Is Amyy Bozeman a vegetarian? No
7. Is Cody Jenkins a better speller than you? No
8. Can Taylor Nordin keep a secret? I doubt that
9. Have you ever met Ricardo Rodriguez in person? Yeah I think so
10. Does Matthew Tucker turn you on? ...No o_o

Anyway faaaaaaiiiil.