Wednesday, September 29, 2010
So...
nananananannanananannanananannananan
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Hello.
I have some news for all of you guys, because of recent events, I am going to have surgery on my mouth. Now, I don't know when I'll be getting this done, hopefuly soon.
I found out I have extra bones underneath my gums, and that is what is preventing my lips from naturally falling togeather. I'll be getting the extra bones taken out, and hopefully for once in my life, I won't be that girl with the weird mouth.
For those of you that thought I had an over-bite like a horse, thankyou for your wonderfull extremly offensive comments, but no not an overbite just some extra freaking bones... I always knew I was special.
This may seem very durastic , but we've been in school for about 2 months now, and I haven't been able to go a day with out people asking about my mouth , or hearing stuff people did or are saying about my mouth. You may not mean it offensivly , but no matter what, it hurts... alot.
I'm hoping I can get this surgery done soon, and I am completely anf fully aware that I will have to endure the pain, but being somewhat emotionaly sound when it's fixed is completely worth it.
Love you,
Olivia Maiden Beirsack
Sunday, September 26, 2010
yeah, (or how half my friends don't trip with me anymore and I still love them anyways)
1. Got my ears pierced, going to gauge them in a little bit :)
2. Was an idiot with Max/Olivia/Rosie
3. Drank a chocolate dream from Starbucks and then had a weird conversation
4. Watched Ashley Purdy and his shirtless self play bass
5. Watched Andy Six make amusing faces while singing
6. Saw C.C. play for the first time
7. Watched Jake Pitts rock out
8. Killed Rosie with Gummy Bears (then said Sean saved her so she's okay)
9. Wrote a song with the line "Happier than a mongoose in a monsoon" in it with Olivia
10. Drank tea using my hitlarian straw from Olivia
11. Laughed at everyone else being mad at each other.
...uhm, that's it. how bout everyone gets along! yeah, i heart you!!!
My tinfoil hat!!!!
Wow
I miss all of my friends eing nice to each other. I know we can all be bitches but wow, calm the hormones down my dolls.
That's all I have to say upon thatttt subject.
How have I been? Hmm this weekend hasn't been the best but talking to Rosie today made Sunday trippy. I love my friends, and hopefully you love me too :D
Ohhhh school tomorrow, no I'm not ready to go back and be taunted bout my teeth and/or mouth again or be reminded of what has been said, but I will face the new day with a smile and ignore all the pissy people.
Lalalala Yeahhh wooot! for me mannnn!
200th post!!!!!!
hehehe I win.
How are you guys? Almost as good as Never Shout Never, Black Veil Brides , Harry Potter and a warm blanket on a Sunday afternoon? Good. Because other than the lack of being texted back by the one I like, I am good. Very good.
Last night David Reid and I had this completely retarted conversation and it made my night like five times bettter.
Oh I also had my very retarted and jealous senarios crushed happily today which makes me feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel even bettttttttttttttter :D
Hehehe I'm feeling really good right now. I'm take a shower later and be even better! I love water! I wish we had a pool so I could go and be an idiot and get wet all the time (THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!!!!!!!!)
Hahahah I love you guys!!!!!!
Olivia Maiden Beirsack aka:Andy Six's secret lover!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1) My family has had to separate so my brother can finish high school
2) All this crap of not getting to see my dad most weeks
3) I finally broke down because of reason 2
4) 8th grade is rough on you
5) 2 of the 10 months left of me being in Moultrie have passed
6) I think I'm slowly losing consciousness to this screwed up world
7) There are just those people who don't have one clue about ANYTHING
And that's all I care to share now... So, yeah.
Bye...
I freaking love you idiots
Saturday, September 25, 2010
I thought it got better, but it only got worse.
I want to move. I want to leave this town and go to a place where I'm considered pretty, some 'friends' aren't bitches to you and where we can all just get along and not have to worry about this shit that's called 8th grade.
I hate this town, I hate it's people, and honestly I don't blame Amy for moving, because given the chance I probably would.
You people are probbably all like, "Dude get over it, move on." but honestly I can't, I've tried with all I've got and do you see where its gotten me?
Okay, so I was feeling a little self confident about myself and how I look before school but once again the high has worn off and I'm being tortured with the agonizing whispers of other pissy and bitchy people.
I'm not in a good mood, and right now I really don't feel like going to homecoming, this too, is probably going to suck. But oh well, I'll make it through with fake smiles and sleepless nights like I always have.
Olivia M. Beirsack.
Na Na Na (or how art is a weapon and we are the fabulous killjoys)
art is a weapon!!!!!!!!!
When I could kill a mockingbird, it's name will be Kirstin
- How could Kirstin be so mean?
- Why wouldn't Tucker say anything about it?
- Or even stop it without telling me?
Friday, September 24, 2010
hate (or how I'm not in the best mood and haven't blogged in forever)
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Life.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Yes. I'm alive.
Blahhhhhhhh.
Andy Sixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ANDY SEXY SIX!!!!!
ANDY LOVES YOU, BUT LOVES ME MORRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!!!
Yeah, I'm going on about Andy Six because no one is probably going to read this sooo nahhhhhh :D
Love,
Olivia M. Beirsack
Okay now let's see...
I'm also listening to Can't Be Saved by Senses Fail right now on Youtube.
People around here look funny in hippie stuff.
Tucker looks as sexy as usual. Haha, you needed to know that... he looked reaaaally sexy yesterday in a tie and such. He really did.
I'm amazed nobody has been like 'WTF are you typing??' yet.
I... do not know anything to talk about right now.
I'm now listening to Family Tradition (you're an idiot if you don't know that it's by Senses Fail)
Speaking of Senses Fail, they are amazing. You should look 'em up.
Anyway, I don't know anything else to talk about, unless you want me to go into detail about Tucker's sexiness. Which I'm sure you probably don't want me to. Though I will if you ask. Hehe.
-Ashley Jo Vandever
Monday, September 20, 2010
Ah paranoia and that one Hitlarian straw.
There's a straw who's name is Hitlarian. It will soon belong to Kelsey. Enjoy Hity, he served me well xD
I'm dyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
PARANOIA!!!!!
God, I am a sad example of a girl.
Love your paranoid little friend,
Olivia M. Beirsack.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Hatred
- I always act like an ass to him
- I never apologized to him for what I did to him, and I never seem to act like I regret what I did to him
Andy Six ,2 -3 times a week and innocence.
I went over to A.J.'s house and it epicly won! Hahaha I can't tell you why, but let me tell you something, A.J. and I are officialy scarred for life xD
It was sooooooooooo flipping halarious. Sexual converstaions are the best xD.
We watched Airplane 1 and part of Airplane 2 (That Rosie apparently loves that movie) that movie was soooooooo flipping halarious I loved it. We texted Hayden all night and he failed epicly because I had been talking to him on A.J.'s phone after telling him it was me and then later he was like "Ashley Jo Pervert Vandever?" and I was like, "FAIL! No, it would be Olivia Pervert Zeigler." and then the night just got better.
I'm never going to be able to close my eyes any more. AJ and I stayed up until like 4 laughing our butts off. Then we had a really weird conversation about inches xD
Love you guys,
Olivia Maiden Beirsack
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Random things...
NOTE: THIS WILL BE A LOOOOOOONG POST
ohhh and if you dont wanna read the long thing, skip the bullet where it says the thing about my Capricorn-ness
I'm like *seriously* bored and Lyman randomly got offline so now I have no one to talk to...
So I'm going to list a bunch of random things.
- I want to see the movie Devil....Holly went with Kariann, Clay, and some guy and said it was freaky....and that Kariann was crying xD
- I had a pointless dream last night. I had a pointless dream last night...People were getting paid $5,000 to go to like Washington DC and Matthews all like "I dont wanna go...I dont care about the money" and im like "WTF ITS FIVE THOUSAND BUCKS" and then a bunch of random confusion and holy crap i just got an email *switches tab* Dangit it was pointless Buzz stuff anyway as i was saying I was all like 'where the heck is Sean at? I NEEEEEED HIM' and then Matthew disappeared and i was like...gah another email more pointless Buzz stuff. WHY MUST PEOPLE EMAIL ME NOW OH MY GOD anyway i was like gaaaahhh and then i somehow ran into Hayden, Matthew, and Justin coming out of the movies and Haydens all "HAHAHAH JUSTIN GOT SCARED" and Justin was like "I had to go to the other one..." and I was like "...lolwut" and yeah. Im still not sure wtf happened. And I just got another email..../facedesk
- Today I was randomly like duuuuude what if i was a guy...id totally yell "MY LITTLE TENGU IS RAISING HIS HEAD"....like Kyo in Black Bird...and then some random person that looks like Misao would come up and slap me and id be all DX so yeah.
- My mom washed Haydens jacket....now hes prolly gonna be all "wtf this smells girly" when i give it back to him...
- holy crap I got an email. More Buzz stuff. And Holly is singing Do Not Disturb...here have a video of it...This song amuses me.
- Oh noes i had to turn in my Charlie Bone book -_- I was like halfway through it .
- i am loling at Danisnotonfire and Amazingphil. Thank you Kelsey for showing them to me xD
- I have 4 pairs of black skinnies and two pairs of black shorts....Pointlessness.
- This fascinates me...http://astro.cafeastrology.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal Apparently I am a Capricorn and a Scorpio ascendant...and apparently that makes me *copy and pastes random things from the results* (TRUEST THINGS ARE IN PURPLE. 8D...even truer in BOLD)... have a realistic, grounded approach to life,know how to do things and to get things done, possesses a stronger need for recognition in a worldly sense, can see into the future and plan for it. They don't mind taking things slowly, but they absolutely aim to get to the top of the mountain in life, can sometimes be rather lonely people, although they rarely let it show, are often a little reserved--even standoffish. This is generally because they value all things practical, and they'll seldom wear their emotions on their sleeves, Many Capricorns have mastered the art of making people laugh. Their sense of humor can be of the deadpan variety--they're generally excellent at keeping a straight face. They can be bitingly sarcastic, too.... it also says that I want to learn anything I can possibly learn and then tell everyone what ive learned (which basically means im a know it all), I have no patience for people that don't follow the rules, I possess strong morals in life...and see the good in everything, I stick up for the underdog, value honesty and truth, believe in the equality of people, and easily relate to people from all walks of life,are rarely shocked or taken aback by human behavior, there is an unmistakably dreamy, inspired, and sensitive side to them...., marked appreciation for music and the arts is present, "You are sensitive to those who are suffering, although you are not usually taken advantage of.", "You have a fertile imagination, are full of inspiration, and very emotional" fertile imagination. wtf?, "...possess inner passion and fire. Emotional issues take precedence--there is simply no pussy-footing around when it comes to dealing with the feelings. And, dealing with new sentiments and needs stirs up a huge desire for activity", "have an unmistakable independent streak. They put themselves right out there in the world, and make an impression in whatever they do. Their self-confidence is actually variable. Although a strong personality is projected, they people go through plenty of ups and downs. Their moodiness is not like Cancer or Pisces moodiness--they don't withdraw into themselves or escape the world when they're down. Instead, they are temperamental. Some might say that people with Moon in Aries actually enjoy trouble and confrontations. Indeed, this position is easily bored with environments that are too peaceful. Their homes--especially their childhood homes--are often battlegrounds. They rule the roost, or at least want to, and are not the most peaceful of folk to live with!"," "Needs" and "wants" are indistinguishable to them at any given time. In their minds, what they want is so powerful that it becomes an absolute need.", "Others will appreciate that people with Moon in Aries rarely sulk or play any drawn-out games of manipulation. You can pretty much know what they want at any given time. They are generally ruled by their own emotional needs, and they're not always as concerned about others' needs during these "emergencies". Somehow, they have people around them scrambling to help them solve their problems, "Her mind compartmentalizes impressions, and she appreciates structure and order. The mind learns best when it can see practical uses for information. Resourceful, reflective, deep thinker: a fine and vivacious mind. Undertakes lengthy studies or, if circumstances do not allow, will teach herself. A rational person. Can be pessimistic, skeptical, and sarcastic, possessing a very sharp sense of humor. Notices everything.", You have a very practical mind and intelligence, seeing the obvious, most logical answer to any predicament often before others. You don't like to be put on the spot or pushed into talking or coming to a conclusion. Studies are similar--you need to work at your own steady pace. You can be quite one-track minded at times, not very happy with multi-tasking, and often quite fixed in your opinions. Sensual stimuli is more relevant to you than abstract concepts., Her intellectual pleasures are influenced by her feelings. She is amorous and sensual, She is reserved, conservative, ambitious and stubborn. She might have problems expressing herself, particularly verbally, due to shyness or fear of criticism. Social success may be slow and laborious, but she does not give up easily and is patient, Whatever you say and write is self-censored to some degree. It's hard for you to pour out your emotions, no matter how emotional or needy you feel on the inside. This is because you are always aware of what others might think of you with what you say. You are careful with what you reveal to others. You make plenty of disclaimers, and often come across as negative or sarcastic without intending to. You often review conversations you have had with others, and you often kick yourself for saying something you didn't intend to, or for not saying something witty. There can be some feelings of insecurity about how you speak and communicate in general. Self-consciousness and hypersensitivity is experienced with regards to your intelligence and/or ability to get ideas across to others, especially in youth. You need plenty of positive feedback from others in order to feel more confident and less "blocked". Recognize that you are most likely harder on yourself about how you communicate than others are. Ask people close to you for an objective point of view. Chances are, they find you to be astute, intelligent, and an effective speaker or writer. We often tell our kids "don't worry about what others think", but telling this to a person with a hard Saturn aspects is not enough, nor is it realistic. They will worry. You rarely accept compliments whole-heartedly, yet you crave them and need them. Others around you tend to stop complimenting you, feeling that you either don't need compliments or don't want to hear them. Nothing can be further than the truth!, . A partner who makes you feel safe and secure is ideal for you. Once committed, your love is long lasting and sincere. You have strong values and others will find it hard to sway you in this area. Sensual, the world of touch and smell is most appealing to you. Complex or mysterious partners are not as intriguing to you as simple and genuine ones, Whether it's an infatuation or a full-blown love affair, relationships get you out of bed in the morning. You are passionate and seem to need an active romantic and sexual life to drive you., Decisiveness is not their strong point, but they do, eventually, get things done. Many people with this position procrastinate, generally because they feel the need to weigh all of the alternatives before taking action.
- HOLY FRICKIN CRAP I JUST REALIZED HOW LONG THAT WAS.*makes non purple stuff in small font* okay. Just read the purple stuff cause then you wont have to read near as much o_o And that page was nowhere near finished telling me about myself xD
- gaaahhhhahshdfhdsa. dude, i am so bored. HOLLY IS PLAYING LYING IS THE MOST FUN A GIRL CAN HAVE WITHOUT TAKING HER CLOTHES OFF hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaa let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
- Duuuuuuude and now Holly's making me a Toaster Strudel. Cinnamon Roll flavored 8D
- i seriously need to cuddle someone. a specific someone. -.-
- OH MY GODDDDDDDD THIS IS SO RETARDED
- *contemplates backspacing all the Capricorn stuff cause its retarded* ....*backspaces half of it*
- Well Ive written more than enough so GOOOOOODBYYYYYEEEEE
- oh and
http://dudeomgthisismyblog.blogspot.com/
- ^^^^^^^^^^^^^its holly's
- night people.
Whatever the heck just happend to me. (or how listening to nevershoutnever makes me the happiest person in the world and CANDY!)
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Life, Andy Sixx and Craig Mabbit's new highlights that makes him look like a sexy girl.
Today was my first day of pointe class and quite frankly , I am worn out and smack dabb tired.
Today was okay, but I have this strange urge to sing "Take this banana pleaseeeee!" still and paint Craig Mabbit's toenails. What kind of mood am I in? I'm thinking delusional.
Msn, the word reminds me of a std, one that would be passed by having anal sex.
27, the number reminds me of a Fall Out Boy song, and my heart is saddened at the end of our beloved band.
Teens unite! Or well, like five of us smoking crack and weed in the basement, just kidding, or am I? The world will never know.
Me and Kels have two laungaes and are meeting up in Max Green's and Andy Six's pants to tlk about the laungages. We're sewing their pants togeather. How would I fit into Andy's like size 0 pants? Oh well, I'll manage, we might just have to knock the pants and go what the hay, it's not like any obssesed fans are going to see us :D
BEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK, hear me rawr!!!! Wait, so Andy Six's gona hear me "rawr" , works for me ;D
I love"The internet killed the video star" It is completely true and amazing, not to mention completely trppy.
Well, I'm dead beatttttt and I need soooome sleeeeep! So night babes!
Love you!
Olivia M. Beirsack
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Well hello I have a one word in the entire play :D or maybe it is D: either way its cool.
AND ON FIRE OF DOOM
Agility+10
I like the new Ipod touch soft ware wich is 4.1 you can put up to 9 apps in a box together WOOT:D
I is happeh
Hueco Mundo is where i live
It's a pillow ,it's a pet ,it's a pillow pet.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
cam (or how there are somethings and i haven't said anything in forever)
weeeelll, that's it. heart you guys. <3
Haha you're dead...
- Me not getting the B Block part that I badly wanted
- Me getting the technician job of House Manager
- Olivia getting sad
- And... I can't think of anything else...
Blackveilbridanin
Betrayal. That's how I feel. I know it's just eyebrows, but seriously, it hurts. Alot.
My dear friends, let me put this in to perspective for you.
1) I do not ABSOULETLY do not talk about you behind your back, and I expect the likewise from you.
2) Joking is okay, but enough is enough, don't joke when you know how you would feel if I did it to you.
3) I may be a smart-tail, sarcastic ,and put off a Idon'tcarewhatyousayaboutme type of mood kind of girl at school, but I do care about what my FRIENDS think of me, more than most of anything else.
4) I have a heart and a soul, just like I have two eyes and two ears (and all other things I need to survive).
5) I have major selfestem issues, they've gotten better, but I'm still very insecure no matter how loud and outgoing I am.
6)No matter what you say, it matters to me. Every 'whatever' and 'get over your self ' I get from you people, I take hard.
7) I get quiet, and just because I get quiet doesn't mean I'm mad.
8) I am absouletly positively not stupid. I am smarter than some, but duller than others. Like you, and everyone else I fail a few tests and may not get an answer right, but I am not stupid, or anything close to it.
9) on the last subject, you can joke about people being retartd and not mean it and they know you don't mean it, but each and every one of us put that one time you said 'God, insertnamehere, you're such a retard.' in the back of our mind and remember it even though we don't mean to.
10) I AM human, I do make mistakes, but I hope you forgive me for what stupid things I have done, just as quickly as I forgive you. We all mess up.
11) I am going to be there for you, at all times. Call me, text me, anything, I will be there. I will always be a shoulder to cry on and a relationship advice giver, but after so long, I will be a little bit toughe because self0ssorrow might as well as be a deadly sin. I want you to be ther for me, like I am there for you.
12) This is not a diva fit, meerly what I think you should know.
13)You people, have the chance of killing me, your opinion means more than anything to me. I would change how that is for me, but I can't.
14) I love you guys more than anything, somedays I just need some love back.
Now that I'm done with that, I'd like to say I feel alot better now that you know these things, but I don't. Why? Because I know you'll read this post and be like 'she's just on her period' or 'she's just pissed off' or 'I don't even really care' and such. I had to put it out there, and I'm sorry I bored you with my seriousness and not my usual bubly posts.
Love,
Olivia Maiden Beirsack <666
I hate the weak and useless
On a lighter note I like Maximum Ride.
Haha Im an idiot.
DUDE.
Okay, uhm well we got our pictures taken today! 8D I prolly look like a tard with my fliffy hair and this somewhat lowcut shirt
Anyway, AJ got pissed at my inviting Sean. But that was when she didn't know it was Sean. Then I told her it was Sean and she was all "Oh" and yeah.
But I hope she realizes you can just go to the admin's list of members and then it shows all the emails. And if you can't tell who it is when it says "gnome the vampire" in the email address...then you're just retarded. I'm sorry about the confusion, I guess. And if you give me admin powers on anything, I will abuse them in some way. Not meaning to, but I probably will. If I wasn't completely paranoid, I would've coded a new layout and everything by now. But nahhhh.
Anyway, drama. Idk what part I got. Jonothan was all "Oh I think you got the mother or something" and Amys all "I think you got C-block" so idk. Ima go look tomorrow morning.
And I am supposed to be typing an "important" email right now (im trying to) but uhm a bunch of people are trying to chat with me and Im typing this so whatever.
/waves Byeee
Sitting on a couch
DOOM+DOOM=DOOM
Gir is cool.
Logan agrees that Gir is the bomb.
Look up "Day four.wmv" just like that and go to his page and watch the loz videos IN ORDER its strange and creepy.
I am typing in colors .
LOGAN: i like pie and girls they are my fav. things (except music).
ok well im bored so I shall go now.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
IMPORTANT.
- Delete the new people (IE: the Ulquitta whatever person, and whoever else is sent an email without my permission)
- Take away your admin powers
- Me
- Rosie
- Tucker
- Kelsey
- Olivia
- Amy
- Ulquitta dude
/wave
I am all OMG and also NEHHH today.
my yearly sinus thingys are kicking in and I totally felt horrible the whole day...
But then...drama today! Omg! Yeah, fun-ness.
Oh.
Did I mention (no rosie you didnt) its 8 months today?
8 MONTHS.
It seems longer...also seems shorter...
Amazing though.
Most amazing time Ive had in my whole life.
FFFF I GOT A FACEBOOK NOTIFICATION
Hayden apparently dropped his iPod in his water.
That's very smart of him.
Shiz Im about to get off teh computer
Good night world.
GAH I NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO TYPE ACTUAL POSTS ANYMORE D:
Communism, Sunglasses, and Philosiphy
Sunglasses: They are pwnsome and mysterious so think about it.
Is it there or is it not?
P.s.- leave a comment if you like the idea of Communism.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Enter Ulquiorra Cifer
Hey.
That person y'all couldn't figure out who it was before was Holly..
But I deleted her.
So okay.
Yeahhh.
I'm bored.
So watch this:
Someone comment with something random.
Nanananananana Batman
Annoying People, Self-Confidence, and Hugs.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Wow. I love you guys.
Well, on other subjects, Sandra has left Black Veil Brides and a new guy named Christian/C.C. has replaced her. We love Sandra still and you did amazing, I hope you find what you want, The Army still stands behind you. C.C. is going to be gret, I'm sure and we still love them both. Now, C.C. will just have to get used to the idiotic fan girls that only want to sex up them and the hardcore girls like Kels and I that love the music, more than the boys, but still agree 'yeah, Andy Six is hot'.
Congrats to Frank Iero for having two amazing twin girls!!!! We love you man, I hope they turn out as epic as you did!!!!!!
Woot! Speaking of My Chemical Romance, the new cd is spose to be coming out soon... then again they said that about almost half a year ago. I'm not rushing, just freaking excited.
Yup, still single, but I love it right now. I don't care. I think I'm watching my friend's friendships fall apart before my eyes. Why can't we all get along?
How would you guys feel if I became all NeverShoutNever-ish with a mix of BVB and ETF? hahaha that would be some weird sort of dressing xD
You know, I'm not really as stuck on the two guys as I used to be, I mean I wouldn't say no if they asked, but my stomach doesn't drop and I doon't blush nearly as bad when we make eye contact now.
Went to the mall for Kelsey's birthday. It was really awkward actually. I mean, I loved it, but it wasn't nearly as much fun as it could've been. We had fun though.
My room is clean and Harry Potter is calling my name, and I need to take a bath to soothe my muscles, but honestly oh well.
You are all so beautiful, you people are amazing as you are and I will always love you guys and girls.
Love,
Olivia M. Beirsack
TEENS JOINING HANDS WITH OTHER TEENS TO STOP SELF-MUTILATION!!!!
Texting, marriage, and rotini noodles
I'm like seriously bored.
Idk, I've been really happy lately. Yeahhh.
Last night was reaaaalllllyy boring though.
I like was watching That 70s Show and drinking Coke and eating a cheese stick and pepperoni. I ate the whole cheese stick (no surprise, I can eat like 5) and the whole pack of pepperoni.
So after That 70s Show was off, I got hyper (hyper for me is increased rambling and paranoia). So I called Sean...whose phone was off. Being all like BLAH, i looked through my directory and called Hayden. That was a pointless conversation. And then like after 10(?) minutes he had to go so I called Sean again and spent 30 minutes recording voice mails...On the 15th recording I finally just sent that one. Yeah. I'm pathetic xD
And yeah. I couldn't figure out who else I should call (because everyone in my directory is more of a texting person sooo Dx)
So I spent until 11 lip-syncing to my iPod. Which I used to do a lot when I was depressed like a long time ago. But yeah. I forgot how fun it was.
Then Married With Children came on and I was all YAY and watched TV.
The end.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
well. kitty cats and sadness.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Songs, Plays, and Relationships.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Velveteen Rabbit, copiers, and cheerleading
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Breaking.
McSix here babes.
This is going to be really short, becaus I have to type fore Kels :D
Congrats to A.J. for being epic and getting a letter, maybe I'll get one for Germany or Ireland or something. How amazing would that be? I would love it.
Todayy...
1. I was told I was going to be jumped by a black girl.
2. Got a complement from that one 9th grader on my hair (which was thrwn into a ponytail almost five minutes before I left for school)
3. Talked about B.J.'s and boobs in A.A. with Kylie then made fun of Indian noises.
4. Fell in love with Cat and Mouse by RJA
5. Wrote on the story, still have to type it, yippeee..
6. Fell madly in love with Ady Six, vise versa xD
7. I still love you guys.
love,
Olivia M. Beirsack
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
FRICKIN' JAPAN
- Stay with a Japanese family
- Help in community services
- Stay in a traditional Japanese inn, called a ryokan
- Explore Nagasaki, Kyoto, Tokyo, Kyushu, and Hirado.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
I'm staring at your name thinking, " You're so not woth it, but why am I still stuck on you?"
First impressions mean nothing!I'm having trouble making out what you are saying!
Oh Gahhhh, I have to do that essay tomrrow D: no funnnn. I still get to sleep in anyways, so whatevvvvvs.
I got my dress and realized about yesterday that I really want a camcorder for Christmas or my birthday or something.
How long do you think Andy Sixx's torso is? Hmmm, It's rather long and don't ask how I know.
Lbabaha I'd so let Jinx or Andy get me higggggggggh. I'd love it!
Hahahaha The Last Exorcism was crazy! Hahahaha, no cults fo meh!!!
BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!!!! ANNNNNNNNDY SIIIIIXXXXX!!!!!!
Love,
Olivia Beirsack
P.S.- I just realized that if I changed my last name to Beirsack, people would put the I before e.
yep. (or how there's nothing else to say and I'm not trying to think of anything)
RIP! you all, that's my new love. it's like an "I love you to death" sort of thing.
/wave
Anywayyyy. I love these social interview like things on Facebook xD
I think I will sit here and post the next 10 on this game thing and answer them truthfully!
- If you could, would you kiss Sean Passmore? Uhm yeah duuuuuh
- Would Cayla Lynn Rogers get mad at you if you called at 4am just to talk? I guess?
- Do you think Lora Grace Bruce fights fair? ...Who the heck is that? o.O
- Do you think Elle Edwards fights fair? Sure.
- Would you let Debbi Bontrager drive your car? No
- Is Amyy Bozeman a vegetarian? No
- Is Cody Jenkins a better speller than you? No
- Can Taylor Nordin keep a secret? I doubt that
- Have you ever met Ricardo Rodriguez in person? Yeah I think so
- Does Matthew Tucker turn you on? ...No o_o
Saturday, September 4, 2010
I haz no title D:
- Last year, Lyman gave me a Skillet CD and I am just now listening to it. No offense, Lyman. Haha.
- It's Labor Day weekend!!! No school Monday! Finally, a holiday! But that means I don't get to see her for three days.. I wonder if mum would let me go to the movies sometime this weekend! Hope so; I already missed out on Beans and Strings (coffee shop) last night. :/
- We cleaned out my room today. It looks a LOT bigger. We took out a chair I had in there and replaced it with shelves that were in the living room. So the living room now has my old chair and I has the shelves >:D Maybe since my room's clean, AJ can come over.. That'd be awesome... *visualize*
- Mum just sneezed o_o
- There was an old Naked Brother's Band poster I had in my room since I was like 9. I turned it over to see what was on the other side, and it was My Chemical Romance!! I'm like, 'How the frick did I not see that!?!?' So now it's on my wall :)
- I'm waiting for my grandpa to get home so we can hang up my dart board and my bow (like, bow and arrow. Not a hairbow O.o) on my wall.
- I sorta want some macaroni and cheese...
- I just said cheese and it reminded me from Lyman's party when Rosie said cheese on hotdogs was weird. How the crap is that weird?? Like, seriously?
- New text from AJ!!! :D
DUUUUUDE.
The girl's name Ashley \a-sh-
ley\, also used as boy's name Ashley, is pronounced ASH-lin. It is of Old Englishorigin, and the meaning of Ashley is "ashmeadow". English surname and placename first used as a given name in the16th century. Also the name of anEnglish saint. Literary: there is acharacter Ashley Wilkes in Margaret Mitchell's "Gone With the Wind". Also given exposure through TV via Ashley Olsen in "Full House". Actress Ashley Judd.Ashley has 22 variant forms: Ainslaeigh,Ashalee, Ashalei, Ashelei, Asheleigh,Asheley, Ashely, Ashla, Ashlan, Ashlay, Ashle, Ashlea, Ashleah, Ashlee, Ashlei, Ashleigh,Ashlen, Ashli, Ashlie, Ashly, Ashlye and Lee.
For more information, see also related names Ashlynn, Ashton, Chesleigh, Raleigh andWhitley.
Ashley is a very common first name for women (#63 out of 4276) and also a very common last name for both men and women (#725 out of 88799). (1990 U.S. Census)
Rosie - name meaning, origin
The girl's name Rosie \r(o)-sie\ is a variant of Rose (Latin). See for meaning of Rosie.
The baby name Rosie sounds likeRosae, Rosee, Rosio and Rosse. Other similar baby names are Josie, Rodie,Rosine and Roxie.
Rosie is a very common first name for women (#323 out of 4276) and also a very common last name for both men and women (#31235 out of 88799). (1990 U.S. Census)
Displayed below is the baby name popularity trend for the girl name Rosie.Compare Rosie with its source form and related girl names.Friday, September 3, 2010
I am going to AJs later.
And lahdeedah.
Hmmm. Im bored.
And lalalalala.
*type*
1337!!!!!!
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MWHAHSWHWHAWHDKJStucker tucker tucker tucker tucker tucker tucker
HFDHF. Okay. Love love love love.
Anyway...Hmmm. im bored.
i dont feel like rambling so hi guys!
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Is ready for tommrrow baby BVB all the way man.
I wanted a really freaking big group hug today because I felt like shiz all day. I got to sleep in science though because of the medicine.
Yeah it's true, alon with many other's I would like to touch David Reid's cute little boy voice... and Andy Sixx's, but with Andy's thats one of those things I will achive!!!!!! Yesss!
Dress shopping tomrrow. Band and choir tomrrow. Life tomorrow. Maybe I'll feel better.
Oh and yeah Amhe, I love you and guys seem to like you too, like well a better term is LOVE you. You will never meet Andy Six, ever. That would like kill my goal of being Mrs. Andrew Sixx.
But oh a sore subject, literaly, I got poped in the head with a mallet in band. I need to take a shower. I have to wait until next Thurday to see if i get my pointe shoes, I would love to be able to flaunt those babies around!!!!!
I was asked out today, but my reply was 'i'm not looking for a relationship right now, I'm sorry.' Yeah, that was a load of bull chiz. I'm sorry but it was. Had it been you I would have jumped out of my pants to say yes, but I have the whole year to win his heart <3 Yeah I know I fail. I'm quite aware of this , but honestly you don't know how I feel right now and you never will and I also don't care what you think.
Yeah, don't get me wrong but I just don't I mean most of you guys have never been in a postion I'm in right now. Or maybe I'm to self abbsorbed to realize you have... I don't care. It's the past, I am who I am , right now atleast and I don't plan on changing any time soon.
Yeah, I am aware of friends talking about me behind my back and honestly, you know who you are and such so I'm not going on about this. I'm not obsessed and I don't and will not stoop as low as to do something that is stupid.
If you're a girl right now and I know you, better be glad I knew you and started liking you as a friend before this year because I have come up with an answer, I HATE GIRLS. So yes, if you had any doubt about which sex I liked, then that shouldve cleared that jizz out with you, I am straight and I've made mistakes but will never make them again. EVER.
Yeah, now that I'm done with that little 'diva fit' as some of you like to call it lets talk about something nicer.
Welll.... *silence* uhhh.... nothing nice anymore? Sucks for us, my little fantasy readers that I think about us having when we're famous bloggers an we have tons of fangirls and chiz.
Now that I know nobody loves me right now I'm hitting the shower, doing my hair and trying to avoid getting high again.
Last Name (or how i was having a bad day and now i'm not)
:( today was pretty crappy up until I got, well, up until the last part of the day, right now is pretty freaking awesome because, well just because. If you're wondering why I'm uploading this stupid crap it's because I am procrastinating, it's what I' doing guys. ADVICE. Try and fight your procrastination in every way you can, it's a problem. Well Kelsey, how has your life been? My life has been pretty okay, we got music in band, wich is awesome. sort of, Rosie has it. BLAH! I want a copy. Labor day weekend baby! heck yeeaah, I'ma miss that Monday rush though, uhm, no, actually I'm not going to miss it at all.
Well, that's about it, PEACE DUDE!
my phone is a failure, Tucker is amazing, and lives
Stuff.
1. Tyler Harris would make out with me because he said so
2. Drama Club will be hilarious
3. Olivia said all guys like me (which is quite untrue)
4. Stephen gets to take a friend to Butler this weekend -____-
5. David Ansley will squish you with hugs
6. Olivia wants to touch Leech's voice (and so do I for some reason)
7. Hayden's hair is very soft
8. I love some lyrics that apply to me (songs from Skillet and Relient K)
9. I still like Hayden
10. Hayden's hugs are AH-MAZING.
11. Hayden's head fits perfectly on my shoulder when he hugs me.
12. Leech looks funny when he headbangs
13. Hayden isn't ticklish
14. Hayden knows I'm ticklish
15. I still like Hayden (Yes, I said it again)
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
and no, im not gay.
Today wass boring, drama was trippy and I love my friends. I want a bra with dinosuars on them and underwear with cartoon rdios and rocketshippppppppps.
Yeshhhhhhhhhhhh. Blehhhhh. Dance tomorrow. Don't wana go to school though. I want my pointe shoes so nayyyy! like a horsey! woot
Yeash my typings guna really suckkkk cause I just dont feel like retyping it, at all.
Yes, I'm staring at your name on FB and waiting for you to talk to me. I wonder if you see my name and just keep going down the list as if its not there, or if you hestitate and want to click it but dont. If it's the second one then we're both on the shame dern pageeee.
Yushhhhh. Woot cookies man. Cookies. I winder if we have homework. Ill do it uhhh tomrrow in health like i usualy do.
Yeah higness on lif.
lub you gus,
Liv.
I PUT LIKE BUTTONS ON HERE. HAHAH. Just click on the title and youll see it at the bottom :P
Yeah. Marching band practice today! It's a fail. Cause Mr Todd totally forgot to get Kirstin and I copies of our music. So we watched people most of the time. Mhmm. And yeah. We did handstands in the high school band room. I ran over Kirstin's feet with the rolly-thingy with the crash cymbals, wind chimes, ride cymbals, and jingle bells on it like 5 times when we were dragging it from the field to the band room.
People are all like "OMG Rosie i want to touch your pants!"
Uhm, no, my no-no square is off limits to everyone except the obvious person that can violate the "do not touch my no-no square" whenever he feels the need to.
I have Hayden's jacket. Hmmm.
Naaaananananannana.
I would type more but my mind is way off after typing an email to Sean. :P