I'm just getting back from dance , well like half an hour ago I was atleast, I have hw, but I'll procrastinate becuse I want to.
I wanted a really freaking big group hug today because I felt like shiz all day. I got to sleep in science though because of the medicine.
Yeah it's true, alon with many other's I would like to touch David Reid's cute little boy voice... and Andy Sixx's, but with Andy's thats one of those things I will achive!!!!!! Yesss!
Dress shopping tomrrow. Band and choir tomrrow. Life tomorrow. Maybe I'll feel better.
Oh and yeah Amhe, I love you and guys seem to like you too, like well a better term is LOVE you. You will never meet Andy Six, ever. That would like kill my goal of being Mrs. Andrew Sixx.
But oh a sore subject, literaly, I got poped in the head with a mallet in band. I need to take a shower. I have to wait until next Thurday to see if i get my pointe shoes, I would love to be able to flaunt those babies around!!!!!
I was asked out today, but my reply was 'i'm not looking for a relationship right now, I'm sorry.' Yeah, that was a load of bull chiz. I'm sorry but it was. Had it been you I would have jumped out of my pants to say yes, but I have the whole year to win his heart <3 Yeah I know I fail. I'm quite aware of this , but honestly you don't know how I feel right now and you never will and I also don't care what you think.
Yeah, don't get me wrong but I just don't I mean most of you guys have never been in a postion I'm in right now. Or maybe I'm to self abbsorbed to realize you have... I don't care. It's the past, I am who I am , right now atleast and I don't plan on changing any time soon.
Yeah, I am aware of friends talking about me behind my back and honestly, you know who you are and such so I'm not going on about this. I'm not obsessed and I don't and will not stoop as low as to do something that is stupid.
If you're a girl right now and I know you, better be glad I knew you and started liking you as a friend before this year because I have come up with an answer, I HATE GIRLS. So yes, if you had any doubt about which sex I liked, then that shouldve cleared that jizz out with you, I am straight and I've made mistakes but will never make them again. EVER.
Yeah, now that I'm done with that little 'diva fit' as some of you like to call it lets talk about something nicer.
Welll.... *silence* uhhh.... nothing nice anymore? Sucks for us, my little fantasy readers that I think about us having when we're famous bloggers an we have tons of fangirls and chiz.
Now that I know nobody loves me right now I'm hitting the shower, doing my hair and trying to avoid getting high again.
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