First things first, last night sucked balls. It was completely and totaly worthless for me to have gone. Well, I was told about something two people said about my teeth and quite frankly I'm tired of this fucking shit (sorry for the french).
I want to move. I want to leave this town and go to a place where I'm considered pretty, some 'friends' aren't bitches to you and where we can all just get along and not have to worry about this shit that's called 8th grade.
I hate this town, I hate it's people, and honestly I don't blame Amy for moving, because given the chance I probably would.
You people are probbably all like, "Dude get over it, move on." but honestly I can't, I've tried with all I've got and do you see where its gotten me?
Okay, so I was feeling a little self confident about myself and how I look before school but once again the high has worn off and I'm being tortured with the agonizing whispers of other pissy and bitchy people.
I'm not in a good mood, and right now I really don't feel like going to homecoming, this too, is probably going to suck. But oh well, I'll make it through with fake smiles and sleepless nights like I always have.
Olivia M. Beirsack.
don't leave livie!!!!!
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but once i move, i'll barely get to see any of you... D:
ReplyDeleteand yeah, it is a chance for me to move on. i never felt at home with our other church. i hated how they wanted something to happen, but wouldn't get off their lazy butt to do it.
I thought we were leaving! dude, we need a "this is our leaving money" jar.
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