Lacking of affection and some more is no more and how I wish I would be able to see what you see that you thought you saw in me.

Hello.
I completely forgot about this thing actually, and quite frankly it doesn't suprise me for I knew this wouldn't last long.
I've been at home all day, left to my own accord and forced to watch a documentary on the Gallapagoes (h/e you spell that) islands.
I kinds just wana leave here again, Moultrie that is. Moultrie you are the epidimy of my sickness! Your ugly people (or some that I love/loved) and ugly scenery sicken me and make me want to barf my heart out. You are the boil on the butt of humanity and no rock song can cure you putrid memories.
I have alot of pent up anger lately as you can tell, it seems to be a hobby of mine. I'm quite and I don't yell and then sooner or later I get sick and my hatred spills out.
I'm better and all of my friends seem to be doing something this weekend, hmmm lovely.
I'll watch Starwars, Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings while emailing with my German buddy. Hmm hot chocolate with marshmellows sound good too.
Hmmm, that's all my life holds for me other than dancing on Saturday.

Olivia
PS: people piss me off and cause me to cut my finger :(