Uhhhhh

Well today was interesting. I mean, it was awesome. No, it was amazing. No...I don't know. I cannot describe it because I just fail.

/looks at hand. 'i love tucker. <3

Uh, lunch was odd. Because Amy, Kelsey, and Morgan get into a big conversation and leave me out of it and it really annoys me. But... I guess I can't do anything about that. And also Amy asked me what happened to my eyebrows. -__- Okay, so maybe they are not completely there. That is because there is such thing as 'trichotillomania' which is a compulsive disorder. And I happen to have it. Look it up on google and shut up about my frigging eyebrows. DOES IT REALLY MATTER THAT MUCH. Maybe I should ask you why you're so- no, I'll keep from being mean. It just really annoys me, and if you don't realize, it hurts my self esteem. My eyebrows, and why I'm so skinny. It just... annoys me.

And why am I so skinny? Because I have an overactive metabolism. And I DO eat. I actually eat quite alot. OMG. I JUST FOUND OUT WHAT OVERACTIVE METABOLISM REALLY IS. 'Hyperthyroidism'. It leads to overactive metabolism. And 1 percent of women have it. I feel really different now! I already knew I was different, but now that I know I have an '-ism' that only 1 percent of women have... Anyway... I read up on it, apparently it's a hereditary disease. I HAVE A DISEASE! Now I want to cry. I don't like being this different... having a disorder and a disease, both which you can't really do much about. I just told my mom that I have hyperthyroidism. She said 'Nah.' So apparently I do NOT have a disease. Well. That makes me feel better. But still, I think I could have it. But whatever...

So, anyway... ah apparently I met Reese today. She's not weird or odd or anything! It disappoints me. I thought she would be super cool and stuff. But she's just normal. Which bores me. Normal people bore me.

I don't have really much to talk about, so I'ma say byeeeee.

-Ashley Jo Vandever