So...

Dude. I think I'ma totally flunk All-State this year. This solo is quite strange compared to the last one I had, and just... yeah. Theory is gonna be easy, but dude... I'll just have to keep my practice up, blow them away, and kick butt! :D

nananananannanananannanananannananan

Hey!!!!

I have nothing to say really, I'm ubber bored right now, and I'm feeling not very enerjetic right now. Haha, he wouldn't think I was always hyper if he saw me right now. I'm not being my usual random self at home today, just being a normal teenager.

Okay soooo Friday, Beans and Strings or the Movies? Where's everybody going? I would like to know, because like the past fiiiiiiiveee million times people went to bns, I didn't know :/

My chem, goshhhhhh you can't help but love that band. Nanaananananan F*ck like a Kennedy!!!!! Eat plastic surgery!!!!

Hahahah Oh mannnn.... Uhhh Idk if I have any homework... Oh well. If I do, I'll do it in health as usual.

Love,

Olivia M. Beirsack

Hello.

Hello dearest,
I have some news for all of you guys, because of recent events, I am going to have surgery on my mouth. Now, I don't know when I'll be getting this done, hopefuly soon.
I found out I have extra bones underneath my gums, and that is what is preventing my lips from naturally falling togeather. I'll be getting the extra bones taken out, and hopefully for once in my life, I won't be that girl with the weird mouth.
For those of you that thought I had an over-bite like a horse, thankyou for your wonderfull extremly offensive comments, but no not an overbite just some extra freaking bones... I always knew I was special.
This may seem very durastic , but we've been in school for about 2 months now, and I haven't been able to go a day with out people asking about my mouth , or hearing stuff people did or are saying about my mouth. You may not mean it offensivly , but no matter what, it hurts... alot.
I'm hoping I can get this surgery done soon, and I am completely anf fully aware that I will have to endure the pain, but being somewhat emotionaly sound when it's fixed is completely worth it.
Love you,
Olivia Maiden Beirsack

yeah, (or how half my friends don't trip with me anymore and I still love them anyways)

Hey guys, well, this is what I accomplished today.
1. Got my ears pierced, going to gauge them in a little bit :)
2. Was an idiot with Max/Olivia/Rosie
3. Drank a chocolate dream from Starbucks and then had a weird conversation
4. Watched Ashley Purdy and his shirtless self play bass
5. Watched Andy Six make amusing faces while singing
6. Saw C.C. play for the first time
7. Watched Jake Pitts rock out
8. Killed Rosie with Gummy Bears (then said Sean saved her so she's okay)
9. Wrote a song with the line "Happier than a mongoose in a monsoon" in it with Olivia
10. Drank tea using my hitlarian straw from Olivia
11. Laughed at everyone else being mad at each other.
...uhm, that's it. how bout everyone gets along! yeah, i heart you!!!

My tinfoil hat!!!!

ROSIE IS a MIND READERRRRRRRRR!!! yesssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow

It seems my friends are all fighting and Rosie and I are being left on the side of it, her tounging Seans pudding, and me tounging Hayden's at the pudding cirus while spamming jizz.
I miss all of my friends eing nice to each other. I know we can all be bitches but wow, calm the hormones down my dolls.
That's all I have to say upon thatttt subject.
How have I been? Hmm this weekend hasn't been the best but talking to Rosie today made Sunday trippy. I love my friends, and hopefully you love me too :D
Ohhhh school tomorrow, no I'm not ready to go back and be taunted bout my teeth and/or mouth again or be reminded of what has been said, but I will face the new day with a smile and ignore all the pissy people.
Lalalala Yeahhh wooot! for me mannnn!
200th post!!!!!!
hehehe I win.
How are you guys? Almost as good as Never Shout Never, Black Veil Brides , Harry Potter and a warm blanket on a Sunday afternoon? Good. Because other than the lack of being texted back by the one I like, I am good. Very good.
Last night David Reid and I had this completely retarted conversation and it made my night like five times bettter.
Oh I also had my very retarted and jealous senarios crushed happily today which makes me feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel even bettttttttttttttter :D
Hehehe I'm feeling really good right now. I'm take a shower later and be even better! I love water! I wish we had a pool so I could go and be an idiot and get wet all the time (THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!!!!!!!!)
Hahahah I love you guys!!!!!!
Olivia Maiden Beirsack aka:Andy Six's secret lover!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This one year of my life has been slightly screwed up because...

1) My family has had to separate so my brother can finish high school
2) All this crap of not getting to see my dad most weeks
3) I finally broke down because of reason 2
4) 8th grade is rough on you
5) 2 of the 10 months left of me being in Moultrie have passed
6) I think I'm slowly losing consciousness to this screwed up world
7) There are just those people who don't have one clue about ANYTHING

And that's all I care to share now... So, yeah.
Bye...

I freaking love you idiots

Okay, so some people have no sympathy whatsoever when they say something... That's all I'm going to say because I don't want them to know who they are (except if they're smart, they already know who they are)...

Uhm, on another note, I settled the Tucker/Kirstin situation with Tucker...

Everybody's like "Oh, Kirstin does that to everyone, it's nothing new, blah blah blah.." Do you realize that I DON'T CARE? If she wants to do that to everybody, then so be it. But everybody=everyone except Tucker.

Sorry if I'm being overprotective or whatever, I can't help it. I just don't like other girls flirting with MY boyfriend. Let's say... if some girl like Taylor May or something walked up to Cory and sat in his lap and played with his hair and laid on top of him and etc., would you care, Amy? I'm sort of thinking you probably would. But you know, you're Amy, so who knows...

Anyway, I'm being mean, so I'm going to shut up. I just... wanted to get my point across. Because some of the things you people say to me completely ruin my day. I mean, I feel like completely retarded shit because of you people. So thank you very much. Thank you so much for never telling me even when most of you even knew about the whole Kirstin thing. Thanks so much. I totally love you all for being such reliable friends.

-Ashley Jo Vandever (The end of that last paragraph was sarcastic, if you didn't catch that...)

I thought it got better, but it only got worse.

First things first, last night sucked balls. It was completely and totaly worthless for me to have gone. Well, I was told about something two people said about my teeth and quite frankly I'm tired of this fucking shit (sorry for the french).
I want to move. I want to leave this town and go to a place where I'm considered pretty, some 'friends' aren't bitches to you and where we can all just get along and not have to worry about this shit that's called 8th grade.
I hate this town, I hate it's people, and honestly I don't blame Amy for moving, because given the chance I probably would.
You people are probbably all like, "Dude get over it, move on." but honestly I can't, I've tried with all I've got and do you see where its gotten me?
Okay, so I was feeling a little self confident about myself and how I look before school but once again the high has worn off and I'm being tortured with the agonizing whispers of other pissy and bitchy people.
I'm not in a good mood, and right now I really don't feel like going to homecoming, this too, is probably going to suck. But oh well, I'll make it through with fake smiles and sleepless nights like I always have.
Olivia M. Beirsack.

Na Na Na (or how art is a weapon and we are the fabulous killjoys)

Hey guys! yeah, I'm listening to Na Na Na by My Chemical Romance, and I'm rocking out. I've been all "WOOT!" since yesterday, cause I sort of decided that life isn't always all that great, but its how you take it that determines wether or not your happy, and I like being happy, so that's what I plan to do! I'm doing my hair for the dance right now, I'll upload pics of my epicful boots I'm wearing later, cause I just love them so much. I hope you guys are having an awesome day, I hope you run around and have an awesome life, I'll be here rockin' out! Tehe, in the words of the new my chem album, bye bye all you fabulous killjoys!

art is a weapon!!!!!!!!!

When I could kill a mockingbird, it's name will be Kirstin

God, I feel so fricking horrible. Why? Man, I don't even think you need to know... in fact, you probably already do know. I've told most people individually. If I haven't told you, well, you're about to find out.

So, apparently some things have been going on in Journalism. And Matt and Cory have failed to tell me this until Friday. It's been going on for weeks. And I didn't know. These things are... Well, Tucker and Kirstin have been flirting. Alot. And nobody in that class (including Tucker and Kirstin) seemed to care except Matt and maybe Cory. So I've been in the dark about this since like the third week of school.

1. How could Kirstin be so mean?
2. Why wouldn't Tucker say anything about it?
3. Or even stop it without telling me?

I mean, I just can't believe the two of them could do that, behind my back, every single fucking day. No, I'm not pissed off, if you want to know. I'm just... depressed. And worried. And... whatever word that goes along with the word unfortunate. I mean, I'm not unfortunate. I'm just... I don't know...

God, I just can't believe this. I can't express words for how I feel, actually. And I hate Kirstin for this. I HATE her. So fucking much. There aren't even words to describe my hate for her. And Kelsey tried telling me "Oh she acts like this to everyone, don't worry..."... Oh yeah, Kels? Well, maybe she should act like that to her own fucking boyfriend. Wouldn't that make sense? Yes, it would. Or a single guy. Just not my boyfriend.

By the way, anybody see her all over Tucker again (Or vice versa), I'd like it if you told me. So then I can push her off a cliff while throwing knives and pens (yes, BVB reference) at her from the top of it, while laughing, as she falls and falls and falls...

I'm losing my mind because of this, if you haven't noticed. Well, it's more like a new personality (other than Bobina, Laura, or Isidar- whom has been rather prominent lately) coming out.

Okay, so I've... tried taking my anger out. It... sort of worked. I really wish I had a punching bag in my room.

-Ashley Jo Vandever (I'm seriously dying in the inside out)

hate (or how I'm not in the best mood and haven't blogged in forever)

Hi kiddies! lets play a game called how much Kelsey hates her life. Well, dears, school sucks, home sucks, haven't picked up my guitar in a while, life just sucks. Yeah, if you guessed "she really hates her life" Then you win the game. Ha. I'm going to the homecoming thing tonight, maybe I'll have some kind of fun. I have a theory all guys hate me, whatever. And if your thinking "Oh my god get over it" well, if you can talk about your perfect life/relationship/family I can talk about my lack thereof. Any ways, I'm pretty much done talking now, I need some coffee.

Life.

As I have just realized in the past few hours, I haven't blogged in forever, so HI! Uh, life has been pretty good to me so far, thanks to Cory :D Anywho, I've been extremely bored and neglecting of homework and crap, but whatever for that. Even at the times of my life being great, it has also been crap. With never having to deal with my dad being gone most of the time, it's been hard. I finally had a mental breakdown of it Tuesday night (and after crying my eyes out) I watched Criminal Minds... Then crashed XD But yeah... my relationship is going AMAZINGGGLYYYY well, and I wouldn't trade him for any other guy in the world right now. <3>

I LOVE YOU CORY GLOW!

Yes. I'm alive.

Wow, everybody but me and A.J. dided in our blogging world. Nehhhhhh!!!!
Blahhhhhhhh.
Andy Sixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ANDY SEXY SIX!!!!!
ANDY LOVES YOU, BUT LOVES ME MORRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!!!
Yeah, I'm going on about Andy Six because no one is probably going to read this sooo nahhhhhh :D
Love,
Olivia M. Beirsack

Okay now let's see...

I'm in AA right now. Tucker and I were having an arguement about whether or not he ran into the pole in the hallway. He totally did. Haha.
I'm also listening to Can't Be Saved by Senses Fail right now on Youtube.
People around here look funny in hippie stuff.
Tucker looks as sexy as usual. Haha, you needed to know that... he looked reaaaally sexy yesterday in a tie and such. He really did.
I'm amazed nobody has been like 'WTF are you typing??' yet.
I... do not know anything to talk about right now.
I'm now listening to Family Tradition (you're an idiot if you don't know that it's by Senses Fail)
Speaking of Senses Fail, they are amazing. You should look 'em up.
Anyway, I don't know anything else to talk about, unless you want me to go into detail about Tucker's sexiness. Which I'm sure you probably don't want me to. Though I will if you ask. Hehe.

-Ashley Jo Vandever

Ah paranoia and that one Hitlarian straw.

Okay, paranoia has taken over my mind. I fail majorly I know, but I can't help but think he's mad or he lost interest 'cause my friends boobs are bigger than mine.... I fail. Majorlllllllly.
There's a straw who's name is Hitlarian. It will soon belong to Kelsey. Enjoy Hity, he served me well xD
I'm dyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
PARANOIA!!!!!
God, I am a sad example of a girl.
Love your paranoid little friend,
Olivia M. Beirsack.

Hatred

Okay let's see. Cory doesn't hate me, persay. But he strongly dislikes me. For HUGELY pointless reasons! The two main reasons he says is:

1. I always act like an ass to him
2. I never apologized to him for what I did to him, and I never seem to act like I regret what I did to him

Seriously, Cory? Are you really fucking serious? That's bullshit. Total bullshit. Because I HAVE apologized, so many times I can't count them all. And I DO regret it. I've told him that I regret, I've thought it, I've told everyone else, I should know what I regret. And I act like an ass to him because he acts like an ass to me.

And that's all I have to say. Oh, and I DON'T hate Cory, by the way.

-Ashley Jo (Vandever) Prestridge

Andy Six ,2 -3 times a week and innocence.

Hello my dear Bridesmaids and Ushers, Ushers and Bridesmaids, how are you guyyys? Me, I'm good. I'm like all woot! and laughing at last night.
I went over to A.J.'s house and it epicly won! Hahaha I can't tell you why, but let me tell you something, A.J. and I are officialy scarred for life xD
It was sooooooooooo flipping halarious. Sexual converstaions are the best xD.
We watched Airplane 1 and part of Airplane 2 (That Rosie apparently loves that movie) that movie was soooooooo flipping halarious I loved it. We texted Hayden all night and he failed epicly because I had been talking to him on A.J.'s phone after telling him it was me and then later he was like "Ashley Jo Pervert Vandever?" and I was like, "FAIL! No, it would be Olivia Pervert Zeigler." and then the night just got better.
I'm never going to be able to close my eyes any more. AJ and I stayed up until like 4 laughing our butts off. Then we had a really weird conversation about inches xD
Love you guys,
Olivia Maiden Beirsack

Random things...

HAI.
NOTE: THIS WILL BE A LOOOOOOONG POST
ohhh and if you dont wanna read the long thing, skip the bullet where it says the thing about my Capricorn-ness
I'm like *seriously* bored and Lyman randomly got offline so now I have no one to talk to...
So I'm going to list a bunch of random things.

• I want to see the movie Devil....Holly went with Kariann, Clay, and some guy and said it was freaky....and that Kariann was crying xD
• I had a pointless dream last night. I had a pointless dream last night...People were getting paid $5,000 to go to like Washington DC and Matthews all like "I dont wanna go...I dont care about the money" and im like "WTF ITS FIVE THOUSAND BUCKS" and then a bunch of random confusion and holy crap i just got an email *switches tab* Dangit it was pointless Buzz stuff anyway as i was saying I was all like 'where the heck is Sean at? I NEEEEEED HIM' and then Matthew disappeared and i was like...gah another email more pointless Buzz stuff. WHY MUST PEOPLE EMAIL ME NOW OH MY GOD anyway i was like gaaaahhh and then i somehow ran into Hayden, Matthew, and Justin coming out of the movies and Haydens all "HAHAHAH JUSTIN GOT SCARED" and Justin was like "I had to go to the other one..." and I was like "...lolwut" and yeah. Im still not sure wtf happened. And I just got another email..../facedesk
• Today I was randomly like duuuuude what if i was a guy...id totally yell "MY LITTLE TENGU IS RAISING HIS HEAD"....like Kyo in Black Bird...and then some random person that looks like Misao would come up and slap me and id be all DX so yeah.
• My mom washed Haydens jacket....now hes prolly gonna be all "wtf this smells girly" when i give it back to him...
• holy crap I got an email. More Buzz stuff. And Holly is singing Do Not Disturb...here have a video of it...This song amuses me.


• Oh noes i had to turn in my Charlie Bone book -_- I was like halfway through it .
• i am loling at Danisnotonfire and Amazingphil. Thank you Kelsey for showing them to me xD
• I have 4 pairs of black skinnies and two pairs of black shorts....Pointlessness.
• This fascinates me...http://astro.cafeastrology.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal Apparently I am a Capricorn and a Scorpio ascendant...and apparently that makes me *copy and pastes random things from the results* (TRUEST THINGS ARE IN PURPLE. 8D...even truer in BOLD)... have a realistic, grounded approach to life,know how to do things and to get things done, possesses a stronger need for recognition in a worldly sense, can see into the future and plan for it. They don't mind taking things slowly, but they absolutely aim to get to the top of the mountain in life, can sometimes be rather lonely people, although they rarely let it show, are often a little reserved--even standoffish. This is generally because they value all things practical, and they'll seldom wear their emotions on their sleeves, Many Capricorns have mastered the art of making people laugh. Their sense of humor can be of the deadpan variety--they're generally excellent at keeping a straight face. They can be bitingly sarcastic, too.... it also says that I want to learn anything I can possibly learn and then tell everyone what ive learned (which basically means im a know it all), I have no patience for people that don't follow the rules, I possess strong morals in life...and see the good in everything, I stick up for the underdog, value honesty and truth, believe in the equality of people, and easily relate to people from all walks of life,are rarely shocked or taken aback by human behavior, there is an unmistakably dreamy, inspired, and sensitive side to them...., marked appreciation for music and the arts is present, "You are sensitive to those who are suffering, although you are not usually taken advantage of.", "You have a fertile imagination, are full of inspiration, and very emotional" fertile imagination. wtf?, "...possess inner passion and fire. Emotional issues take precedence--there is simply no pussy-footing around when it comes to dealing with the feelings. And, dealing with new sentiments and needs stirs up a huge desire for activity", "have an unmistakable independent streak. They put themselves right out there in the world, and make an impression in whatever they do. Their self-confidence is actually variable. Although a strong personality is projected, they people go through plenty of ups and downs. Their moodiness is not like Cancer or Pisces moodiness--they don't withdraw into themselves or escape the world when they're down. Instead, they are temperamental. Some might say that people with Moon in Aries actually enjoy trouble and confrontations. Indeed, this position is easily bored with environments that are too peaceful. Their homes--especially their childhood homes--are often battlegrounds. They rule the roost, or at least want to, and are not the most peaceful of folk to live with!"," "Needs" and "wants" are indistinguishable to them at any given time. In their minds, what they want is so powerful that it becomes an absolute need.", "Others will appreciate that people with Moon in Aries rarely sulk or play any drawn-out games of manipulation. You can pretty much know what they want at any given time. They are generally ruled by their own emotional needs, and they're not always as concerned about others' needs during these "emergencies". Somehow, they have people around them scrambling to help them solve their problems, "Her mind compartmentalizes impressions, and she appreciates structure and order. The mind learns best when it can see practical uses for information. Resourceful, reflective, deep thinker: a fine and vivacious mind. Undertakes lengthy studies or, if circumstances do not allow, will teach herself. A rational person. Can be pessimistic, skeptical, and sarcastic, possessing a very sharp sense of humor. Notices everything.", You have a very practical mind and intelligence, seeing the obvious, most logical answer to any predicament often before others. You don't like to be put on the spot or pushed into talking or coming to a conclusion. Studies are similar--you need to work at your own steady pace. You can be quite one-track minded at times, not very happy with multi-tasking, and often quite fixed in your opinions. Sensual stimuli is more relevant to you than abstract concepts., Her intellectual pleasures are influenced by her feelings. She is amorous and sensual, She is reserved, conservative, ambitious and stubborn. She might have problems expressing herself, particularly verbally, due to shyness or fear of criticism. Social success may be slow and laborious, but she does not give up easily and is patient, Whatever you say and write is self-censored to some degree. It's hard for you to pour out your emotions, no matter how emotional or needy you feel on the inside. This is because you are always aware of what others might think of you with what you say. You are careful with what you reveal to others. You make plenty of disclaimers, and often come across as negative or sarcastic without intending to. You often review conversations you have had with others, and you often kick yourself for saying something you didn't intend to, or for not saying something witty. There can be some feelings of insecurity about how you speak and communicate in general. Self-consciousness and hypersensitivity is experienced with regards to your intelligence and/or ability to get ideas across to others, especially in youth. You need plenty of positive feedback from others in order to feel more confident and less "blocked". Recognize that you are most likely harder on yourself about how you communicate than others are. Ask people close to you for an objective point of view. Chances are, they find you to be astute, intelligent, and an effective speaker or writer. We often tell our kids "don't worry about what others think", but telling this to a person with a hard Saturn aspects is not enough, nor is it realistic. They will worry. You rarely accept compliments whole-heartedly, yet you crave them and need them. Others around you tend to stop complimenting you, feeling that you either don't need compliments or don't want to hear them. Nothing can be further than the truth!, . A partner who makes you feel safe and secure is ideal for you. Once committed, your love is long lasting and sincere. You have strong values and others will find it hard to sway you in this area. Sensual, the world of touch and smell is most appealing to you. Complex or mysterious partners are not as intriguing to you as simple and genuine ones, Whether it's an infatuation or a full-blown love affair, relationships get you out of bed in the morning. You are passionate and seem to need an active romantic and sexual life to drive you., Decisiveness is not their strong point, but they do, eventually, get things done. Many people with this position procrastinate, generally because they feel the need to weigh all of the alternatives before taking action.
• HOLY FRICKIN CRAP I JUST REALIZED HOW LONG THAT WAS.*makes non purple stuff in small font* okay. Just read the purple stuff cause then you wont have to read near as much o_o And that page was nowhere near finished telling me about myself xD
• gaaahhhhahshdfhdsa. dude, i am so bored. HOLLY IS PLAYING LYING IS THE MOST FUN A GIRL CAN HAVE WITHOUT TAKING HER CLOTHES OFF hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaa let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
  
• Duuuuuuude and now Holly's making me a Toaster Strudel. Cinnamon Roll flavored 8D
• i seriously need to cuddle someone. a specific someone. -.-
• OH MY GODDDDDDDD THIS IS SO RETARDED
• *contemplates backspacing all the Capricorn stuff cause its retarded* ....*backspaces half of it*
  
• Well Ive written more than enough so GOOOOOODBYYYYYEEEEE
• oh and
  

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• ^^^^^^^^^^^^^its holly's
  
• night people.
  

Whatever the heck just happend to me. (or how listening to nevershoutnever makes me the happiest person in the world and CANDY!)

Hi, well, I haven't much to say dear people. WHO WANTS TO COME DANCE WITH ME? I'm kind of in the mood to run around. It's the nevershoutnever I tell you. Anyways, yeah, if you'd like to do something you should tell me. Cause I'm super bored.