Woot for life.

No, nothing exciting happened toay other than the fact our band dude said if a percussionist from the hischool band drops out during this marching band year then I'm automaticaly the one to get in, is it bad I want like a 10th 11th or 12th grade percussionist to quit? Ehhhh not too bad.
I wonder what I'll wear tomorrow. Hmmm bvb shirtttt annnnnddd...... welll maybe not bvb shirt. maybe something else.
pants have become like my thing lately! xD haha fail isn't it? you love me though... well some of you.... maybe. Joining drama club tmrw and having to completely remake my s.s. essay! no fun.
bye,
live your life ;D

No, I don't love you, I like you, but it sucks 'cause you don't like me back.

Ohkkkay boos and bears! I'm sitting in room that smells intoxicatingly sweet like the lotion i put on my legs this morning.
My mom is typing my science project because I can't type worth a flip. I'm stuck in a hole in a wall, and apparently I like boys who look slightly like girls to others, but resemble nothing like girls to me :/ fail isn't it?
Also I was called a rodent three times, once by a boy who the proceded to ask me to homecoming. Fail, another one, I know.
I also got stopped by that same 9th grade dude that always complements me. It feels like a Tuesday man!
I found out that Mr.Todd wants to move me to 1st period band class, but he doesn't know if he can and blah blah blah. Hopefuly in the end I'll get first period band woopie!
I'm going to get in the shower after I check my twitter. Yayz!
Love yaz,
Olivia Beirsack.

You taste like fire!! (or how i have tooth paste and a massacre!)

"she said she said she said why don't you just drop dead?" and thus an amazing song met my eleven year old ears (or somewhere in there) and I thought "whoa, this is awesome!" later on it would be the theme of my YouTube name, half my rock-outs, and a huge vampire obsession bigger than all the twilight fan girls love combined. Fall Out Boy would lead to Panic! at The Disco and My Chemical Romance! Boredom would lead to Tokio Hotel, and then came Taking Back Sunday, a stumble across an obsession called Black Veil Brides, NeverShoutNever following in line leading to a want for hard rock, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, and a need for more scream-o. QUE Escape The Fate! Yep, that was a summary of my musical taste, now that's not aaaalll of it, cause at one point I went off and was listening to all this crazy hipster alt-rock stuff like Vampire Weekend, Two Door Cinema Club, etc.
Anyy ways this post started with a lever, a blue one actually, and a sudden rush of random Fall Out Boy lyrics tumbling into my head. My ears must be thinking "AAAHHH where is our beloved scream-o!!!!??? not even Bullet For My Valentine!?" Anyone up for some Bob Marley? maybe? awesome. I just watched a video on YouTube where this guy saw a double rainbow and like, freaked out, he started crying and screamed "WHAT DOES IT MEAN!?" half the comments on the vid said something about shrooms. I have to say I agree the dude was high on something, and if he wasn't I want to know what self-help classes to take to get THAT positive.
That's all for now guys! :) peace in the middle east!

why do I have to have a title?

:oddly wants someone to poke her boob burn and then snap their hand back because its so hot. Yeah, I'm burnt and yeah, I did just say I wanted someone to poke my boob burn.
Would it be bad if I like made myself barf so I wouldn't have to go to school tomorrow? Cause I'm dreading it, like I usualy do. I have one more eek in these classes and then hopefuly next week I'll have my pointe shoes and all ap classes.
Woot. Not realllllllllllllly.
I am so high I.... really want to crawl into a ball and lay on this guys chest. I love his voive, and this song. It's rather sad how this song makes me feel so good.
Last night was odd. I spent the whole night drawing a picture that I named "The Sign" and it is now posted on FaceBook. It turned out rather well and I just got done drawing the albm cover of Folie A duex, but I have yet to color it and Idk if I should.
Touch my pillow touch it everywhere. Yeah, I just said that. Bam! Silence! What then Jizzmonkey!!!!
Yeah. What next? I want somebody to love me enough to write a song for me. I would die from sweetness. It's four O'clock right now. Woot for me, I've been up since like 11:45 this morning.
I haven't done much other than being peerpresured by cows.
Plight, Beirsack, Plight, Beirsack.
yeahhhh...
Who all is going to homecming? I am, I think, I have to go dress shopping as I have told you guys already :/ It'll be fun though, because it'll be me and a bunch of friends that can all be fruitloops with each other.
Yeah,
Olivia Zeigler

Random Stuff Lately

Well, I think Hayden and I are like, clones of each other (except for our gender.) We live and breathe art and music. We both like Zelda and Lord of the Rings. We hate being in large crowds, and like going to concerts. We both play guitar. Justin annoys us. *shrug* Who knows what else we both like?

Anyway, he asked me a little bit ago if it was normal to have a boner right now. o_o That conversation was awkward... really awkward. Now he's begging me (literally) to tell him why I went "tehe." And I don't really have anything to say, it's just funny XD

ow (or how this weekend was that much of a trip and the cows are peer-pressuring me)

hahaha this Monday promises awesomeness if it's anything like this weekend. I think I'm sort of fighting someone, or something changed I dunno, we're just all weird now. I'm totally sunburnt on my forehead and like one shoulder. It was so worth it though. I didn't even do anything too special this weekend, it was just like 3 times more fun than it probably should have been. Hahaha I could melt ice in a freezer with the heat I'm radiating yeah, I know how hot I am xD no, really, my skin is like a furnace, more so than usual. I get to put on this blue aloe stuff now, yay!!!! I'm ready for fall. I want it to be cold. "something something something WHEN I KNOW THAT ALL I'M DOIN' IS PREPARING FOR THE FA-ALL can you keep up keep up with me baby?" stereo skyline!! yeah, i just said fall and thought about it. I don't even listen to them anymore. if a song doesn't have screamo in it it annoys me greatly. and all this techno stuff is crap. nevershoutnever to the end though, just because i heart all his music. so yeah thats it. bye!

oh my... you look like a.... darling marble collection that fat kid kept at his house!

Hahahaha I'm so red, as you know if you have check me Myspace, Twitter or Facebook lately. I'm a lobster now guys. Yay for me!!! hahaha well more random jizz. hmmmm. Yes I just said Jizz.

"She's yelling at me."

"Who?"

"Mom."

"Oh I hate her."

"Me too."

"Let's say her name backwards so nobody will realize who we're talking about her. It'll be so funny. Nobody will get it."

"Yesss!"

hahahahaha I love you guys. So much... *wipes tear away* and I j-just want to thankyou for this amazing trophe. Thank you guys! I love you!

Hhahahaha I'm a white woman so rape me. Hahaha that song faiiiiiils! I'm the only one to blog today! Woopie for me my amigos!!!!!!!

Today was trippy I saw both of the guys I liked and realized I still like both of them, just not as bad. We lost our game miserably 35 to 65 and the halftime band thing sucked. I loved the band and the members, but their feild songs the dude chose sucked. You could tell our band didn't want to do it. At all. I mean they rocked out in the stands and played Crazy Train epicly but they just weren't fun on the feild. Also, our colorguard isn't that good either.

I managed to make it through the game only drinking two drinks woopie! I'ma be so pissed if Kels and I don't make it into marching band. I'ma throw my drumsticks at somebody.

I love you guys so amazingly. Dude .

Kels, Andrea and I are going homecoming dress shopping soon, although I have no date, and I hate dresses. I'm going to make it tons of fun.

Hmmm maybe by the dance we'll have a date and not feel too bad.

Love you guys, Talk to you later boos!

Love,

Olivia

Hmm

Lalalaaaaaaa I'm at Rosie's, and I'm watching this Dateline show where this guy got kidnapped and kept in a box for seven months.. Quote by him 'I've always thought that love is important'. Yes, it is dude, totally. Like, key for survival. Lalala.
Holly and Clay didn't kiss at Beans and Strings! Neither did anyone else so blah. And Tucker's mom is a tard. Thing's she has taken from him just lately:

• His phone
• Internet
• ....HIS LIFEEEEE

So there you go. Rosie's mom: We're goin' to bed soon. NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. I do not want to go to bed! *sadness*

-Ashley Jo Vandever

twenty mintues (or how I should really be getting ready for school and whatever else happens)

PAAARRTYY!!! stupid o'clock tomorow, I should be working on my science project but am I? No. What am I doing a stupid o'clock tomorow? I'M BEING MY RANDOM SELF with those random people brave enough to be with me at stupid o'clock (I love you all, seriously, I could hurt myself if it wasn't for you!) I didn't do any of my homework last night, someone should come up and slap a sticker on my forehead that says "SCREWED" cause really...yeah, Mrs. Kent already hates me and wants to send me to detention, which is less than good. OH CRAP! I just looked at the clock!!! Got to go kiddies! I'm SSSOOOO late.

Holey chiz cupcakes!!!!

hi! Holy jizzmonkey!!!!!!!!!! I'm talking to David Reid! Yay! monkeys! woot!!!!!!!!!!

better!

Hey baby! guess what I'm better! Yayz for me and Andy Sixx!!!!! Hahaha I LOVE YOUR PANTS!!!!!!!!!!
I'm moving on sort of kinda. Why are guys so shortttttttt?! I mean seriously shouldn't yll be like growning up and hitting puberty? I mean srsly! That chiz is some srs bidness! Hahaha
Dear I wrote you a song, depite thefact you did me wrong!!!!
Hhahahahha thanks Chris, man, Lovesick makes me feel really good.
Ready for tomorrow! Kels and Andi! Woot! Hhahaha supid o'colock here we come, hopefuly there will be a camera there xD.
Rosie wouldn't let me tough her pants, but I got to touch A.J.'s!!!!!!! YAYZ for A.J.!!!!!!!!!!!
I had a strange talk with Jordan about his boner and how it would explode... it was quite tripppppppppppppy. Then that thing with the butt movemtentssssssssssssss. hahahahaha flailz!
I'ma touch Andy Sixx's Luschioushippness Lips!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha
Baby why you do this to me , I'm loooooovvvvvvvvvvvveeesick!!!!!!
Love you baby!
Olivia Maiden Beirsack.

whatever my dad's watching on tv ( or how I like the words kisses and bublegum)

So my dad's watching something weird about Widespread Painc going fishing or something, I don't know. My sister's going to see them sometime. I wish I was going to a concert...teeccniically I am... ohhh weelll...SKIPPY! my throat is all scratchy from the cold going around, which is less than good. I just sat on the bus with Alex today, talking about getting high and some weird spice, starts with an A anyone know? I had two people tell me I looked high/ask if I was today. Lyman was like totally serious when he asked, and it was funny as mess. I just want to jump on a freakin trampoline, but noooo!!!! no jumping for Kelsey!! excuse my spelling on trampoline if it's wrong. Health class is like failing, because it makes me want to try a smoke once not stay away from it. I know its bad or whatever, but I just wana know what it's like! Not that I ever plan to actually..smoke..no! I have to go eat hot soup and drink cold sweet tea now. Bye Kiddies. I less than three you all!

Uhhhhh

Well today was interesting. I mean, it was awesome. No, it was amazing. No...I don't know. I cannot describe it because I just fail.

/looks at hand. 'i love tucker. <3

Uh, lunch was odd. Because Amy, Kelsey, and Morgan get into a big conversation and leave me out of it and it really annoys me. But... I guess I can't do anything about that. And also Amy asked me what happened to my eyebrows. -__- Okay, so maybe they are not completely there. That is because there is such thing as 'trichotillomania' which is a compulsive disorder. And I happen to have it. Look it up on google and shut up about my frigging eyebrows. DOES IT REALLY MATTER THAT MUCH. Maybe I should ask you why you're so- no, I'll keep from being mean. It just really annoys me, and if you don't realize, it hurts my self esteem. My eyebrows, and why I'm so skinny. It just... annoys me.

And why am I so skinny? Because I have an overactive metabolism. And I DO eat. I actually eat quite alot. OMG. I JUST FOUND OUT WHAT OVERACTIVE METABOLISM REALLY IS. 'Hyperthyroidism'. It leads to overactive metabolism. And 1 percent of women have it. I feel really different now! I already knew I was different, but now that I know I have an '-ism' that only 1 percent of women have... Anyway... I read up on it, apparently it's a hereditary disease. I HAVE A DISEASE! Now I want to cry. I don't like being this different... having a disorder and a disease, both which you can't really do much about. I just told my mom that I have hyperthyroidism. She said 'Nah.' So apparently I do NOT have a disease. Well. That makes me feel better. But still, I think I could have it. But whatever...

So, anyway... ah apparently I met Reese today. She's not weird or odd or anything! It disappoints me. I thought she would be super cool and stuff. But she's just normal. Which bores me. Normal people bore me.

I don't have really much to talk about, so I'ma say byeeeee.

-Ashley Jo Vandever

Clap.

Clap if your life sucks as much as mine does right now. Yay.... silence. Woot for being alone.

Yeah worst possible news was dilevered to me right beofre band. Yay. I think I may go run and hopefully not be raped by some stranger that likes unattractive teenagers, hmm possibly someone called a pedifile? yeah, that's it.

Dinner... I don't know if I want to eat, I know I need to, but I don't know if I want to. I've been like this for a while now.

What you do if I moved off to somewhere random, like London or New York? I have cousins in Germany and a cousin who modles in New York. That's be nice to have a guardian that was a modle. Then I could get (and dress in) the clothes I want.

I have s.s. crap to do, along with typing then emailing Rose my science project and studying for my s.s. test tomorrow annnnnd finishing that science annnnnnd studying math. Oh and also typing Kels that story, but Kels you'll just have to wait, because along with my studying I have to clean clothes and eat and clean the house and bathe.

I'ma worn yall, I'ma look like poopoo tomorrow.

I had to go into 'their' band class today right after I found out the news and I did some weird chest thing that's become a weird habit for me.

One more week after this one until they consider chagng my classes.

I have school and dance tommorrow, so myabe I won't run, just sit in the bathtub untill the water is freezing.

I was colorful today, although I feel I should have been dressed very duley.

My friends are trying to help me get out of this slump, but its not working. I found if I go and do things with my friends either a) I feel lonlier when I leave then when I came (and yes, it is possible) or b) I feel really good and happy but then once I leave in about 30 minutes I'm still back to the dying Olivia I am.

I'm just going to make it through the rest of the month and hopefuly my schedule will be changed and I'll have 1st period lunch with more of my friends where I'm not stared at by boy's who hate me, or know me just won't admit it. It gets rather sickening sometimes.

I hate this right now, cause yall are prolly thinking 'dude, she needs to get over herself and stop feeling sorry for herself and balah blah blah' and dudes, I'm completely with you. If only I could find a way how.

I haven't listened to BVB in about a week. Maybe I'm having some sort of withdrawl. We talked about tobbaco (again) in helath today, and guess what? I knew it all! woot for me.

I've been quite sarcastic and violent today, but my friends don't seem to mind (or atleast I don't think so). I had a weird dream, but I'm not really in the mood to tell you.

Yeah, I realize this is a really long post, but it's been a long time and I needed someone to tell this crap to. Even though I know the computer doesn't understand me , it's still nice to say it outloud.

I know I have tons of grammatical errors, but I don't care at all, so don't correct me. I would've edited it if I wanted to.

Off to wtch Harry Potter again and procrastinate from alll my work.

I 5 you more than you could ever scream,

Olivia.

today is a good day (or how i want to hug everything and getting called cute is always fun)

OKAY a few things I (re)learned today
1. I'm crap at reciving compliments, I just suck at it.
2. I cut my bangs, even though I hate them.
3. Blue ankle = not good
4. I miss eating chicken fries. CHIIICKKEENN!!!
5. I don't know? I like you 5!!!
6. I'm socially akward around people I sort of know, but not complete strangers or my friends.
TODAY WAS JUST THE BEST I'd kind of like to hug today and say "thanks" cause it was really that awesome, it started off sucking, and now its all awesomefull and I can't WAAIITTT for tomorow morning.
hope you guys are doing as well as I am (I got my hir cut just now, incase you wanted to know) I like you 5! I have to go type my essay for social studies now,
PROCRASTINATION DOMINATION!

Ok, so I'm randomly in Journalism and I snuck on here for a short post. Hmmm. And I have nothing to talk about. Ah well, Sevin Rogers is right next to me. He says hi. :P AJ <3

.

CAN NOT WAIT UNTIL LIFE TURNS INTO A HARMONY FOR ME!

....blah.... Beirsack....bye...

Olivia

Hmm

I'm feeling better now. Way better. I mean, not as better as I would if I saw Tucker, etc. but still quite better. I played some Dance Dance Revolution and Band Hero, ate dinner, and watch a bit of Lord of the Rings (which is soooo long). So that last post was me when I feel pretty bad for no reason, happens every now and then. I wouldn't worry about it if I were you.

I just came back from a shower, and now I smell like strawberries! Yes you totally wanted to know that. You also wanted to know that I got shampoo in my eyes while in the shower and I freaked out and almost fell before getting a towel to get it out of my eyes.

And now I don't have much else to talk about... well... right now Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix is on. I'm listening to it. Although I've watched it soooooooo many times.

I'm sitting here on Face Book clicking through Social Interview, and there is like zero questions about Tucke- oh look. A question about Tucker. 'How much do you love Tucker Prestridge <3'>

-Ashley Jo Vandever

blah

I'm so bored.... and I'm in a horrible mood. I need somebody to make me feel better. But as far as I know, nobody can come over... just typing things isn't cutting it right now, I need, like, someone to say words to me. And that sounds pointless, but it's all I come to say at the moment. I mean, Tucker can't come over (I don't know when he WILL be able to come over, if ever), Rosie probably doesn't want to... I just... I don't know. I feel depressed in a way people shouldn't feel depressed. And that's not a good thing. /sigh.

-Ashley Jo Vandever (feels like she's stuck in a bottomless abyss)

when you and I and he and she are we.

Okay babes, I'm blowing my little brain up into millions of little broken peices trying to make a plan for presents!!!!! Yay, Christofer's voice is slightly helpful though....
Harmony. Melody. Half stoned.
So, I've got to:
1. Convince my sister and or parent of mine to take Kels and I to Atlanta.
2. Get over $40 bucks, but I have until the end of October to do so.
3. Figure out if the rents of both Kels and I to let us leave school halfway in the day.
4. Convince both sets of p.g. (parental guidances) that both Kels and I will go to school the very next day, even if we do look hungover and have no voices.
5.CONVINCE PARENTS TO LET ME DO THIS!!!!!!!

So... I'm racking my brain and devoloping a headache. Hopefully this will work!!!1

Best Wishes,
Olivia Zeigler
ps: I 5 you more than I could ever scream!